Showing posts with label #LoveMyself. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #LoveMyself. Show all posts

Holiday

I went back to my kampung during my leave last two weeks. Not much to do, just spent times with my cousins and relatives. We had blessing prayer for our grandpa who had just discharged from the hospital. From a healthy old man, he is now bedridden. So here are the photos that I managed to snap.

My cousin asked me, do you want to drink coconut water? And I said yes. So she did this for me. Hehehe
Thank you, cuzzy! Saranghae!




And the next thing I did was throwing few bananas into the wood fire. Is that what we called wood fire or fire wood? Or none of these makes any sense at all? 
Hahahaha. Damnit my English. This is my favorite dessert all time.




The outcome. Hot burnt banana. There are many ways of eating this. I love eating it with sugar. If I manage to open up my own coffee shop one day, this would definitely stated on the menu. 
With different toppings that you can choose from, of course. 


See this. The sugar melt.. Very nice!


And photo time!


And we had our mini cousins' evening gathering at the front yard. Hahahaha. 




My nephew and his milk bottle


And the night after the prayer. 
My nephews.



Ok. That's all.
Oh, by the way, am back to work now. 
Duhhhh

Happy born day, MZ!

Dear Moon,

(Sorry for using this photo. I know you will not like it. But I want to make sure you have an original photo today without any editing. Hahahaha!)

Happy 32nd birthday to you!
And congratulation for you have made it to this year. I know things were rough for you back then. And it still seems rough too this year. When you keep on telling that you can't live but you can't die either make me worried. It felt broken inside. That's why I feel thankful for you have made it this far. Be strong. Please be grateful for you are still beautifully breathing here.
Always remind yourself to give your best. May the journey you taken now leads you to the place you are always dreaming of.
Be humble all the time.
Remind yourself no matter how hard your life right now, there are people out there who are struggling everyday in order to survive.
Take care of your health since you are in your three series now. Eat well, and please go for exercise too. Perhaps jogging. I know you feel somewhat disappointed when you did the weighing thing last weekend. Hahahaha. So ya, eat well, sleep well, live a healthy life.
Fulfill your commitment toward your job. You may have your own dream (owning a restaurant). Giving this is what you are trained for, I hope you give your best in the field you are involved right now. And at the same time, I hope you will find a way to make your dream come true. Everything you want to do, and everything that you have planned before, if God's will it, it will happen eventually.
I guess that's all I could penned down for you. It was a mess, but yeah, sincerely from me too.
I wish you well in your life.

Happy birthday once again, Moon.

~xoxo~
Dear Self.

Family bonding

This was what happened in our family Whatsapp group.

When my little brother sent us this photo...
We were like, congratulation! 
Finally he's now wearing his Able Rate Maritime (Lance Corporal). 
How time passed us by...
He was just a little one before, now has grown up into a fine young man. 
God bless you always, little brother... 
You are always the youngest one to us.

Last night I went to wet market with my auntie and my cousin. We were there to find vegetables. 
I tell you, it's like a paradise for people like us to find fresh vegetables. And then, we went to our favorite bakery. 
Yeay, Mita Cake House!!!! 
I spotted this Elaborate Baked by Mita. 
I've never seen this cake at the other outlets. So, I bought one. 
If it's good, I'll come back to this outlet to buy, I told myself.
It turned out awesome! The pandan coconut cake was so so good. 
Coincidentally, it was raining last night. 
So, I had the cake with a cup of Americano. Totally nice. Seriously.  
If you want it to taste extra awesome, just heat for one to two minutes in the microwave. 
Then drizzle honey or condensed milk or cream cheese on top. 
Aaaaaa, great!

And the most saddest part would be when my cousin sent this photo.
It was my first car. A brand new car. My very first car I bought using my own money.
But of course laaa I paid monthly.
Hahahaha
Damnit.
I miss the car. I really had a hard time when I tried buying it. And at last I got it. Then after two years I lost it during car accident. I was just lucky enough to be alived today. Thank you, God.
This was in 2012.
Now I have a new car. It has been two years since I bought it.
Am not gonna reveal to you the photo.

That's all. 😁😁😁😁😁

Save me: Happy 7th Anniversary!!!

*long sigh*

I know, it's not a good thing to sigh.
I just can't help it.
See, I have works to complete by this week.
But then, it seems like I lost my motivation.
Or maybe because am lazy to get things done.
Or maybe, maybe, because I have this laid back attitude when it comes to things like these.
Things will not get done until few hours or few days before they need to be completed.
I don't know. I just don't know.

Can someone just save me from all of these?

My mom always complained on these before especially when I was in high school. I was just too laid-back and did not push myself that enough to strive for the best. I have the brain, but not the attitude. My attitude depends on how I see things. If I feel it's crucial to get it done, I will always work it on to meet the best end. If I see thing in a way that, it's not something important, it'll be like, I'll get it done later.

This attitude thing.

It's such a problem. For me.

You see, I keep on coming back to this post and update it. Ideas don't come just like that. Am bad at expressing it too. I looked at the date on my desktop, and guess what???

Tomorrow will be the 7th year of Appaz's Place. Huhuhuhu
It has been seven years since my first post on the 13th April 2011. Huhuhuhuhu

Seven years of on-and-off relationship with this blog.
I changed the title few times, I changed the link twice. The older link of this blog before this was www.appazsplace.blogspot.com. I deleted my old blog and the link (and lost the old statistics. Ahahaha. The numbers of visitors on the old link before this was pretty good than the latest link), and created a new one (www.mzappa.blogspot.com which is the one am using now).

And massive thanks to my university buddy, Deideian, for introducing me to this platform. I used to write diaries before. I mean, a lot of diaries. I had more than three, and every year I would always write a new one. Damnit. Those were the times...

Writing things digitally and doing it traditionally are just totally different.

Seriously.
I always have things running on my mind which I express better when I have them written down.
When typing, ideas running away, not want to be expressed here. If it's too personal, I don't put them here. Some things are better to keep in private. More safe.
And there are things better to be written down here.
Why? Since I have no ideas on who are the people that come across this page.
So, I just don't mind it at all.
I don't know you, and you don't know me.
That's how things work for me when ever I post something in this blog.
😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

For me, it's just good to put things up here. There are times where I just search up for my old posts and read them. It makes me like, owh, I was like that before, I didn't know that. And sometimes, it makes me like, I shouldn't repeat the same things ever again, I could be better.
It's like a personal journal where I can always reflect on my self.

It's nothing much here, honestly.

I don't do review, I don't do post that are useful to other people. It just that, I do this for me. Just for my own pleasure. To accommodate my free times, to fill up the emptiness whenever I feel so... I guess it's just a real definition of doing whatever I want to do, depending on my time, whenever I want, whenever I feel like doing it...

It's a SATISFACTION and also a HAPPINESS.


Anyway, Happy 7th Anniversary, Appaz's Place!!!!


Such a lame, nerdy first post. And still the lame-ist until today.πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†πŸ‘†
*feeling meh*


Life as an educator: Part 1

There was this one student came to see me yesterday.
I asked her, "Ada apa?"
And she said,"Nothing, I was just passing by. I had class later."
I knew it, but it just that I wanted to ask her.
She looks sad. The sadness in her eyes. Am a good observer. You just cannot lied me.
So I told her,"Don't cry."
I asked her, "How's your father?" I know about her struggling between study and responsibilities as a daughter. I know her father has been warded in the hospital since last week. He is on the surgery waiting list for brain tumor removal. He was attacked by stroke too.
I feel her. Juggling between her study and her responsibilities, it's just.......*sigh*

She talked on her father, I asked her on her families. You know what, she has to travel by public bus all the way from Serian to Kuching and back to Serian whenever she has classes to attend. If it's not peak hours, it will take around one hour. If it's peak hours, it can goes up to one and a half hour. When I listened to her stories, I felt choked up. It somehow felt exhausted.... I just couldn't imagine how she managed to deal with everything.

To be honest, am not good in comforting people. Am not good in with words. My vocab is so limited. All I can offer is just to lend my ears. Am good in listening, good in keeping secrets.
All I could say to her, "take care of your father while you can. Family cannot be replaced. Maybe now you feel a little burden, but to think of it again, keep holding on and be strong so that you will not regret anything later."

I didn't want to say much to her. Am afraid coz I have a soft heart. I don't want to end up being the one who is tearing up. Hehehe

I could see tears in her eyes and she tried hardly to avoid looking at me. So I told her, "Don't cry."
And she tried to giggle and asked to leave. I just watched her leave...

May God bless you and your family. May the surgery goes smoothly. May God be with you always. There is always a blessing behind every difficulties.

Being in this industry for 6 7 years now, I saw many things, I listened to many stories...
And all those made me feel, blessed in some ways....

P/s: Listen to many, talk to few.


Cut my hair short

I noticed everytime, whenever the year change, before I come back to work, I would always keep my hair short. And this year I did it again.

This time the hair looks like this. Well, got to try the effect of phone. Caught with camera effect, edited with advance edit. Gosh. Am not very good with this thing. Seeing myself taking my own photos is a rare thing.

Tadaaaaaa

I was once a student....

11 weeks more to go before end of semester.πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
I know right.... Keep on counting days, people.
What kind of motivation is this....😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏

I have no class on Friday this semester. My schedule this time a bit light.
I went through my Twitter media last week. And it came to me that I updated more photos and activities there than my Fb or here. I found my old photos. That 5-6 years ago photos.
Looking at those makes me miss to dance again. Or to be that slim again.😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
I know the "to be that slim again" thing is totally out of mind.

But seriously, although I was slim before this, I still felt that I was an overweight person. I have this issue with my weight since I was in school. It did and still affect my self esteem up until these days. And am constantly battling with it. No matter how many weights I lost, I still feel "big" and "heavy".
And whenever I scroll my old photos, I was like, "Owh, I never knew I was slim  as that before. I never knew I was as small as that." Sort of things. During those times, I was like, am big, am heavy, am overweight, but the truth was I wasn't at all.

Sad, isn't it, when you are having a self esteem problem. To be honest, it makes me feel insecure. Sometimes. People would never expect this confession from me since my job covers it very well. My job pushes me to maximize. It does help me to be confident, but not that very confident.
Well, am still a human. Am not that perfect though.

I miss those friends. This was in 2012 when I was a teacher in an international school here in Kuching. Missing those moments. I didn't do contemporary. This was just a preparation for an event. We did traditional dance. 
I remember when I attended the dance practice, the instructor observed me. 
Since I told the instructor I didn't dance. And when we started practicing, he quickly caught me and saying, "You did dance before, didn't you?"
I was hesitated to confirm, but later I told him, yes.  
See me in that yellow baju kurung. That was in 2006. And those times, I kept on saying am large, overweight, whereas I wasn't at all. How tricky the mind could be.... 
Looking at it now, am like, hhhmmmmπŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’

I wasn't that active in dancing. I just did with purpose. From my school years, till university, till I work, I only dance for purpose. I didn't do it because I love it. I only did it when it requires me to. 
To say am a dancer, that was not true at all. I have stage fright. One of the reasons why I didn't do dance seriously.  

I joined a singing competition when I was in primary school. I was pushed by my teacher because she saw the potential in me. I could still remember I got dizzy when I focused my eyes towards the audiences. I managed to sing till the end. I won the first placed. I remember my uncle was so proud of me that he kept the medal like his own treasure.  

I entered story telling competition at school, I got 4th placed because I stuttered half way. Felt like hell. 

I was pushed by my teacher to enter oratory competition/ speech competition since my essay was chosen as the best one in the school. I knew this one girl from different school. She was my rival, for the competition. Everyone was talking about her. We became friends later after the competition. It was hard for her since she had not been challenged by anyone before this. 

During the competition, I had no problem the first 10 minutes. And when I started to focused on the audiences and it made me panic. I was covered with sweat cold and felt dizzy. My sight got blurry, but I managed to stand still and delivered my speech. I won the first placed. 
Thing got worst as the first placed got to represent the zone to the district level. 
I had to represent our zone. 

Even worst during the district competition. My stage fright ruined everything. I got panic. I mean, really panic that it just made me to stutter and I totally forgot my speech that I just tried to say everything that came into my mind. My speech was in a mess. Totally in a mess. All I could do was ended up my speech. Incompleted. My teacher was like, what happened.. Perhaps they won't understand if I told them. So, I just kept silent the whole time. 
That was the worst during my primary school years. 

The best part was Mathematics competition. All I had to do was sitting there and answer the test paper. I didn't have to deal with people/audiences. 
I only dealt with paper.πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒ
I won the first placed for the zone level. From 30-50 students of different schools, I shone in the light. 
God was being too good to me, I guess. 
Am bad in dealing with people, but am totally good dealing with paper work. 

I represented our zone to district level. I remember I went into the contest room twice. I managed to pass the first round out of hundred students. Went into the contest room to fight for the third place. I was aiming for the first place since they told us, whoever managed to secure the first place will get the chance to represent the country to the international competition in Jakarta, Indonesia. If and only we managed to pass the state level. It was fun. And I secured the third place. My teacher was happy. I was happy, and like always, my uncle was happy too. Hehehe

Sports? Only active in primary school. I did netball, badminton, volleyball. I was trained as a GS for the school netball team before. Then everything was crushed down since I had to move school into the rural area. Moved back to our village. From a small town into deep jungle. Where opportunities were very hard to find. But then, this rural school trained me for badminton. Still playing it till today whenever I have the chance. 

*Saving the secondary school lives for next post*

Thing(s) I did: Part 5- Steamed ikan sultan with tomyam flavor

Dramatic, isn't it... 😬😬😬😬😬
Am not a big fan of fish. I eat when I want to only. If not, I don't even want to touch it.
I cooked this dish two days ago. Mind you, this is not professional cooking. It just something that we have for lunch or dinner in an ordinary home. This is just ordinary food/cooking. I wanted to bake cake but couldn't find time.
The truth is am just being motionless during my leaves. And it still does not feel enough.
😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴
And I'll be back to work next Monday.

Now lets get back to our dish.
Ikan sultan stim tomyam.
Steamed ikan sultan with tomyam flavor.

That word, flavor, reminds me of Willy Wonka by Macklemore.

Recipe and method.

Ingredients:
1. Tomyam cubes (Dissolve in warm water. You can pour the mixture into the fish before start steaming. Or you can stir fry the mixture with the ingredients below, then pour everything onto the fish after 15 minutes of steaming the fish. I opted for the first method as I tried to cut off oil in food. I used the brand Knorr. You can use whatever brands you want)
2. Lemongrass (You will need two or three. I used two. One to be mixed with the fish, one to be boiled in the water for steaming)
3. Ginger (Slice thinly. The more, the better. It helps to get rid of the fishy smell. The same with lemongrass)
4. Red onion and garlic (slice thinly)

Refer to the photo below

Next stage.
Scattered all over the ingredients 2-4. Before i forget, mixed well a little bit salt with the fish. I soaked the fish for about 15 minutes with tamarind water. Then put the fish on top of the ingredients. Then mixed the rest of the ingredients with the fish. And next, pour the tomyam mixture onto the fish.

Refer to the photo below

Moving to the next stage.
I waited for the water to boil before I placed the fish tray inside the steamer. I put one lemongrass into the water so that the aroma absorb into the fish while steaming. Just crushed the lemongrass and let it boiled together with the water. Once the water boiled, place the fish tray into the steamer.

Last one.
I steamed the fish for about 30 minutes. Once the fish eyes changed color, consider it cooked. But then check again. But then again, steamed fish doesn't take long to cook.

Ok. That's all. That's a wrap for things I did. I don't think I cook starting next week since am back to work.
Life would be like go to work, come back home and normally foods are already prepare by my auntie.
Thank you, auntie, for taking care of us.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Watching MTV. Mic Drop is playing right now.
My favorite. Why? He may not be as handsome as the rest of the members but he certainly has an aura of an attractive personality.
And his smile. And his brain, his thoughts.
It's totally infectious.πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡



Thing(s) I did: Part 4- Sawi pahit goreng udang

Today's lunch.
Sayur sawi pahit goreng udang.
I searched on Google the name of the vegetables. You see, am not very good in English. I lost the skill long time ago.
So the other name for sawi pahit is Oriental Mustard (Chinese Mustard, Gai Choy). Something like that.

Recipe and method. I'll just explain the ingredients. I think you can just see the method on the photos below.

Ingredients:
1. Prawns (take away the shell and also the head)
2. Ginger
3. Garlic
4. Chili (optional)
5. Oriental mustard
Prepare everything just like in the photo below.

Next. The method.
Put oil. Heat it. Then pour ingredient 2-4. Stir everything till you can smell the aroma. Then add the prawn. Then the oriental mustard. Done and serve.

Ok. That's all. Will post another one when am free.

My mood for today

I had to part my way with BlackBerry. Sad? Of course. Been using the brand since 2012. Loving the phone very much. The performance of the battery was totally superb. It was totally friendly user. But then the sad thing is that they didn't catch up with apps. I had to make hard decision to change into other brands that could support Whatsapp. Just because of that. Since my work communicates a lot using the app. Hard, huh...

So I got myself a Huawei. Just a mid-range phone. I don't plan to keep it for a long time. Still planning to get the latest BlackBerry. Lets see if I can cope myself with this brand.

Am still on leaves, but I didn't tell anyone about it. I just want to spend my leaves quietly. Without anyone nagging or trying to get me to go for a meet up or hanging loafing around. It's not that am trying to sush people away. I just need my time to be alone, to stay quietly without moving around a lot.

Close friends? Can be counted using fingers. But they are not around. We parted ways because of the nature of our works and life. The last time I met one of them was last year? During her daughter birthday party. After 3 years of not meeting each other. The other one is in Kapit, somewhere in rural area.

Want to know how we keep those friendship alive? And why we consider ourselves close friends?

I normally considered the two my bff. As long as our friendship going on, we never give or put pressure to one another. We catch up with one another when we really have time. It is never like we must or should meet whenever we are in the same town. If we can make it, we shall pop up at your place. Something like that. It is never an issue when we couldn't. No pressure at all. We contact one another when we want to. Sometimes with just a simple text like how are you? Then, silent again. But never pressure one another with something like, why you didn't reply my text or whatsoever.

That's how this friendship still lasting. No pressure. And when we feel like something is going wrong with any of us, the text receives would be like, are you ok there? That's what we called instinct. Weird, huh, the way we maintain our friendship. That's why I never hesitate to call the two my bff.

And me, I seem like an outgoing person, but the real me, am not. Am just an introvert. That's just me. People don't seems to believe because I keep on showing the opposite side. It's a hard thing to do. I keep on showing the opposite side of me because the nature of my job. I often use my leaves to shut myself down from my surrounding. I need to gather my strength back before I go back to my work. Am glad I survive. Of course am just a human. There are always times where am feeling so broken.. I shed tears, I take my time, and then gather myself together again. Stand tall once again.

As an introvert, I don't hate people. It just that it's not on my importance lists. Hard to understand an introvert, isn't it? People mistaken an introvert like me a lot. But am glad that two bff (Eve & Elsie) understood me well. I really thank God for these two. There's another two friends too. These two almost similar to me. I guess that's why I get along well with them. Azie and Catherine. It is like am seeing a mirror. I could see my reflection in them. I guess an introvert spots another introvert very well. 😁😁😁😁

Am on Spotify now. Music is the best theraphy. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thing(s) I did: Part 3- Tauge goreng and ikan goreng

Next.
Tauge goreng @ stir fried bean sprouts with garlic.

Recipe and method.
Ingredients:
1. Bean sprouts
2. Garlic (crushed)

Method:
Stir fry everything in a hot oil. Mix well. Do not let the bean sprouts to overcook. You have to do it fast. Add salt to give it tastes. Or you can just add on oyster sauce.

Next.
This one was requested by my auntie. Ikan goreng. Fried mackerel with turmeric powder. Just a simple dish.
Cut the mackerel into two parts. Mix well with salt and turmeric powder. Then deep fried the mackerel.


Thing(s) I did: Part 2- Sayur labu lempah manis

Next one.
Sayur labu lempah manis.
I just hate translating everything into English. How to translate this kind of food?
Boiled pumpkin with shrimp paste. Something like that, I think.

Recipe and method.
Ingredients:
1. Pumpkin
2. Chili (depends on you. If you want it to be spicy, add more. If not, just use one enough)
3. Garlic and red onion
4. Lemongrass
5. Ikan pusuk/ Anchovies
6. Belacan/ shrimp paste

Stage 1.
Method:
Welcome the main actor for this recipe. Pumpkin. Peel off the skin and throw away the seeds. Cut into cubes. Not too small and not too big. I got this pumpkin from my kampung. My auntie planted this. Then put into the pot with water. Make sure the water level is at the same level with the pumpkin cubes. Set them aside.

Stage 2.
Method:
Ingredients 2-6, crush/grind everything. Do not use blender. If you don't have pestle and mortar, what to do... Crush/grind everything. Add into the pot and boil them together.

Stage 3.
Method:
Let them boiling. Add salt. You will get something like the photo below. The shrimp paste makes everything tastes good.



Thing(s) I did: Part 1- Ayam masak kicap

Ok. This was the only time where I can cook. Only during holiday.

Cooking. Not loving it but just knowing that I can cook, it's enough. So I had this on the first day of my leaves.

Ayam masak kicap. Chicken in soy sauce.

Recipe and method.

Stage 1.
Get all these ingredients.
Of course chicken is the main thing you should have. Cut them into pieces.
1. Dried chili (soaked into hot water)
2. Garlic and red onion
3. Ginger
4. Oyster sauce
5. Thick soy sauce
Method:
Crush/grind everything using mortar and pestle. Of course, it was optional. You can always blend everything using blender. Easier. Well, as a typical Malaysian, we always prefer the traditional way. Better, I guess. Crush/grind everything until it turns like the one in the small, how do you call that orange thing? Plate? Small plate. Whatever it is. You can refer to the photo below.

Stage 2.
Method:
Put oil in the kuali, like usual. Just like you cook your everyday food. wait till the oil heated, then pour all the grind mixing into the oil. Mix till you can smell the aroma of the mixing. Then put in the chicken cut. Stir everything, mix well. Whatever you call it. Then pour in water, not much. Just enough. Agak-agak. Put in a bit oyster sauce and thick soy sauce.
Here comes the part where you have to do it according to your own gut. Depending on your own taste, just do whatever you want to do. add salt if you need it. I didn't add mine.


Stage 3.
Method:
After mixing all the things you needed, let it simmered and reduced till the gravy thicken. Depends on you whether you want it to be thick or just leave it watery a bit. You will get the outcome just like in the photo below. I didn't get any photos of serving.

Goodbye.. for now.

I was ready to get off two hours ago when I was strucked by an email from my course leader. Aiiissshhhh. So I did everything and delayed my half-day leave for 45 minutes. I'm waiting now for my cousin's wife to fetch me.

I'll be officially on leave starting this afternoon until February 4th, 2018. Will resume back to work on February 5th, 2018. πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘

Sit back and relax
Byeeeee
Will not update this blog until I get my new phone ready
Happy holiday!!!!


Comfort food: Ayam masak merah

Saturday night, my aunt was like, your uncle requested for ayam masak merah.
And I was like, really? I didn't hear anything.
And my auntie was like, he said it yesterday.
And me thought to myself, I must had lost in the middle of the conversation when we were in the car. And here, taaa-daaaaaa!!!
Owh, did I use many ANDs? Again? in this post? Just bear it.

Ok. First dish, ayam masak merah (sweet and spicy chicken). Ok, to be honest I just don't know other name for this. We just called it ayam masak merah. And the way of cooking, the ingredients would be varied from city to city, from state to state. This one I learnt from my auntie. But yesterday, I modified and substituted the ingredients (according to my general knowledge) a bit since certain ingredients were missing. Hehehe. When I say modified and substituted, I just did it according to whatever I feel like. My brain is truly functioned and dependable when it comes to cooking.
Trust me. πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„

For this dish, you will need chicken.
Cut them into small pieces, not too small, not too big.
Agak-agak lerrr. Clean and wash them but not too long. Otherwise you wash off the sweetness of the chicken meat.
I mixed the chicken cuts with two tablespoon of turmeric powder (it helps to get rid of the chicken smell), one tablespoon of salt and half tablespoon of Ajinomoto. am sure you know what is Ajinomoto.
Mixed them well and let rest for about 15 minutes.
Then deep fried the chicken and leave it partially cook. Just like the photo below. Then set aside.
Move on to the next stage.
Preparing the ingredients. Here comes the part where I modified and substituted certain ingredients.
Look at the photo below. I'll make my best explaining the original ingredients, what to modify/substitute and what to do.

Mind you that this recipe will be varied from one place to another.
The original recipe I did before this, we actually can buy the paste for this dish. Go to the wet market and find someone who sell curry and spices. Tell them, I want a paste for ayam masak merah. And wala, you can just cook using the paste and just add few ingredients.

And the one I cooked yesterday, here are the ingredients you need:
1. Ginger (cut into small dices)
2. Lengkuas (I have to Google its name in English. it showed something like this Alpinia Galanga) We used the rhizome part. You must have this. It is a must ingredient. If you substitute this part, it doesn't taste good. Cut into dices.
3. Garlic and red onions (cut into dices)
4. Dried chili (the amount depends on how spicy you want the dish to be. Cut the chili and soaked into warm water to get rid of the spicy smell)
5. Lemongrass (just smashed it)

Ingredients number 1-4, blend them together. You will get something like in the blue container of the photo above. Ingredient number 5 just leave it. It will be used later on.

I know, that Sunquick. Why Sunquick? Another two ingredients would be chili sauce and tomato sauce. I was running out of tomato sauce. So I substituted the tomato sauce with Sunquick Orange. For this I just added three tablespoons of Sunquick. Owh, original recipe, we used evaporated milk to make the gravy tasty. But here Sunquick did the all the job. It replaced the tomato sauce and also the evaporated milk. And around 8-10 tablespoons of chili sauce. This one you have to measure yourself the thickness of the gravy and the taste. Agak-agak.
Aaaaa, for this dish, you don't have to use any salt or Ajinomoto. The flavor will come from the fried chicken and the sauces. One more thing, add two tablespoons of sugar.

Next stage: Get ready your kuali. Remember the cooking oil I used for frying the chicken? I used it to get the chicken flavor.
Then once the oil heated, pour all the blended ingredients. Once you can smell the aroma of the blended mixtures, you add the lemongrass.
Then add on the chili and Sunquick. Then add sugar.
Stir them well until you get the thickness of gravy that you want. For me, I didn't let it got too thick since my fried chicken were partially cooked. So I left it a bit watery. Then add on the fried chicken. Mix them well and left to cook and until the gravy turn thick.
Some people they add potato cubes. If you add potato cubes, make sure to deep fried the potato. It taste good that way rather than you add raw potato cubes. Potato cubes help to thicken the gravy too.

And there you are my ayam masak merah. Done! The good thing about replacing tomato sauce and evaporated milk with Sunquick was the aroma smells good. It had this zest smell there.

Ok. There you have it. I don't mind sharing the recipe. I believe the way you cook and the feeling you pour into your cooking will make the taste different. Same ingredients, same methods, same stages of cooking, still resulting in different tastes. It still depends on how you feel during the whole process.

Now the next dish. This was requested by my auntie.
You only need 4 things: Bean sprouts, tofu, crushed garlic and oyster sauce. Nahhh, you don't have to salt or Ajinomoto. Just oyster sauce will do the job. It will taste better if you add on/scatter (I couldn't find word for this) crush peanuts on top of the dish. I didn't do it since no peanuts could be found. Some people they add crushed dried prawns (we called it udang kering tumbuk ) and chili (if you want it to be spicy).

Fried the crushed garlic first, then add on the oyster sauce. Not too much. Just two tablespoons enough. Then tofu, stir well. Then add bean sprouts. You have to do it fast so that the bean sprouts not overcooked.


That were for lunch yesterday. Sunday.

Round round Kuching

If you noticed, I post mostly on what I did on Saturdays. Why Saturday? Because that's the only day I can assure you most probably I'll not be at home.😁😁😁😁😁😁
The only day in the whole week where I am sure I'll be on the road, loafing around with family or friends.
And talking why no Sundays log here? 90% my Sunday I spend at home, doing nothing and become motionless. So, never ask for my Sundays log. I will be at home and sometimes I spend my evening attend Sunday evening mass at church ( which I don't want to talk about. This is too personal and I would like to keep it between me and God). That's all.

Saturday be like this.
January 20th, 2018

I just didn't remember to take photo of my breakfast. Besides I just don't care about taking photos of foods. Only when I remember to do... So I present to you only my empty bowl of Laksa Sarawak and my drink, wheat grass peng. We went for breakfast at Pak Amit Cafe. I love the laksa made by this particular name, Pak Amit. Don't know why. It just suits my taste.


So that was breakfast. After breakfast, the four of us went to nursery. Not that nursery, kid nursery. It was a plant nursery located somewhere near 5th or 6th mile. Aaaaaa, typing this, I regretted not taking photos of the nursery. The flowers and other plants there were so beautiful. Not buying anything and just walked around the nursery itself was like a healing time for me. Of course my auntie and uncle they bought something. Me and cousin just accompanied them there. Hehehehe

From the nursery, we went to this place to survey bedroom set. Furniture store. The furniture there were amazing. I was like am gonna buy that, that, that, when the house is complete (since the building of the house is still in progress. 75% done. I really can't wait to see it complete). And me too taking my chance to survey new handphone since my BlackBerry stop updating and most android app cannot be used anymore.

And then, lunch time!!! We decided not to have something heavy for lunch since we were still full from the breakfast we had in the morning. So we had theseπŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡πŸ‘‡


We had ABC (shaved ice with optional ingredients such as red beans, jelly, sago, corns, etc) and cucur campur (mixed fitters) for lunch. Epic!!! Uncle had Special, me, auntie and cousin had ABC without red beans. I just don't like the texture. As for the cucur campur, I chose prawn fritters, and then sausages, then fried yam, fried sweet potatoes, and fried tofu. There were nyummm nyummm!!!

Ok. That's all. This happened last Saturday, but only today (Monday), I posted it up.


Wreckin ball

My one year one goal is still going on. Hahahaa. This is my second post on FB for the year 2018. I went to my mom's place yesterday and I successfully skipped dinner. And when I was back home to the current place am living now, my aunt's home, I was crushed down at around 11pm by her. My auntie Whatsapp me asking me to go downstairs.
She was like (in the Whatsapp), go downstairs now and eat burger.
And I was like rushing down and sat down and ate burger. Hahahhaa.
It was like owh owh. There goes my diet.