Showing posts with label Random Thought. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Random Thought. Show all posts

Half half

Am still have this thinking of deleting this blog.
Tapi sayang...
It's uncountable on how many times I changed the link and the title of this blog.
😃😃😃😃

How come I don't have that ketetapan hati...

Nahhh, nothing special. It just that I need to reset everything and start out fresh again. Saja jerrr. But then, am keeping the content the same. I saved everything before deleted the previous links, and uploaded back the content into the new page. Banyak kerja. Suka-suka.

I have work to do but couldn't find motivation to complete everything. Feeling tired. As of tomorrow, I'll be meeting final semester/final year students. I really need to prepare my brain and soul.
Reading, listening, working out the brain to guide them in doing their final thesis would require a lot of energy.

Spotify?
Owh ya. I started listening to The Table Podcast since the first episode. It's very entertaining. And not to mention, the ideas of whatever Tablo speaks on his podcast make everything seems daebak.

Is that the latest thing I've been doing? I guess so.

Group research for this year is still on-going.
Am still in the midst of finalizing our group research article from previous year for local newspaper publication. And am still in the midst of finalizing my diploma students carry marks.
One more week to go before their final exam paper.
And next week will start lectures with my Bachelor students.

Workloads seem ok, and not so ok. It's just so-so. So, ya... It's work tho...

Want to find something for lunch but the same old problem. Don't know what to have. Seems like I've tried every foods in this area.

Orchid

Anyone, can you name this flower? It's orchid, but I have no ideas on the name. 




Am here

Am here... Not going anywhere.. Life is a bit busy lately, and I lost interest in writing. So, ya. I stopped for while. I have no ideas what to update.

Let's begin with work.
This semester I start to lecture diploma students. So far, it's going ok. I cannot say it's going well since the lecture is in Malay. Am having hard time getting myself to speak in Malay. But am learning. Workloads as usual. So, I just do whatever things I have to do. In fact am in the midst of updating my teaching files but I decided to spend a little time here. Heh. I had completed all my classes with bachelor's subjects. They even had their final exam last week, so they are off on semester break now. Except for my Seminar paper students. They will be having their presentation paper next week with me. And the diploma's class. I have one class with diploma students. Three weeks left before we wrap up everything. Yup, it does affect the flow of my leaves as I still have class, I cannot have my leaves like usual.

Now, laptop.
Nothing much. They changed my laptop's hard disk. So I lost everything there. Hhhmmmm. Sad but, yeah. looking at the bright side. It actually better in that way. All old memories are now erased. So, let's move on building new one.

Home Sweet Home.
With this, am proudly say the home is already 90% complete. Why 90%? Because we haven't move in yet. I cleared all payments for the wiring and electric connectivity. Done. Now all is left is the touch up stage. Hopefully by December will be moving in. Glad it ends well.

Social life.
Nahhh, still the same. I don't go out that often. I don't even go out meeting my friends. Am still living with the rule I will go out when I feel like I want to. Maybe because of age factor. And I think I spent my youth days very well, extremely well before. So i think maybe it's time for me to a homebody rather than spending hours outside of home. It drains my energy. The most would be spending times with family and relatives and my close friends.

I guess that's all for now. Need to get some work done today.

Untitled 3

Didn't I tell you
To turn around and leave
To never look back and pretend we have never met
It may look sad but that's what you get
When you tear and let everything fell into pieces.

Untitled 2

Thousands words mean nothing
Floating in the air
Like rhythm accidentally composed
Without intention
Without decision

Untitled 1

It's raining
It's cold
Its sends shiver to my bones
Straight into my soul

BOY IN LUV for JUST ONE DAY

Errmmm. Yup. Hi. Again.

It's the last week of lecture weeks before exam starts this Saturday. Work? So far so good. Still have works to complete, but naaahhhh. I'm taking my time to spend here. Again. For the past few days, I was thinking of deleting this blog. But then, rasa sayang pulak.....

I just found out the two songs I kept on humming and sang for over the past years. I immediately added them into my playlist before I forget about it. And only today I realized the songs were by BTS. Gosh. Talking of not being an ARMY. I only know those songs and whenever I heard the songs before this, I just kept on singing and humming to them. And I would be like, whose songs are these... And never found the answer till two weeks ago. And only today I found out the title.

Boy in Luv and Just One Day. I only remember the song keep on saying say what you want say what you want and the other one, the music, the rhythm is just stucked in my brain for the past years. So whenever the song popped out, I humming to it smoothly. 😆😆😆😆😆

I went to this particular shop about two weeks ago, before Raya I think, they played both songs. So while I was looking for things to buy, I just kept on humming and singing along to the songs. And I was like whose songs are these.

And yesterday I watched this YouTube on BTS history, these two songs popped out, and I was like, owh, those songs! After all these years... After many many years humming to the songs...
Only yesterday I found out about it. 😌😌😌😌😌 When I first listened to Fire and Blood Sweat Tears, felt like I've heard these guys before. It was so good how music can bring you back to past memories... No wonder they sound familiar.

You know it's good if you know the songs but you never know the singer. Why I said this? Because you will keep on coming back to listen to the songs. And without watching the mv, you can actually enjoy more on the songs. Seriously. That's how I remember those two songs. Never watch the mv, never care who sing the songs. So whenever I heard the songs been played, automatically I humming and sing along to it. Same goes to whatever songs that I keep on repeat and listen to. I just prefer to listen without watching the mv.

OMG. Wats this? Talking on BTS. Hahahaha. Is this post dedicated to them? Nahhhhh. Just something I want to type on. If there should be any ARMYs come across this page, you guys stan the best group. Appreciate the group and keep on supporting them. And I really love how they use their fame and influence for doing project with UNICEF. It's totally a great move that every influential people should follow.

So these two will be on repeat. Hahahaha


Recognition

This one by Lang Leav. Every time I read it, something feels so close. Close, yet so far. The unknown. How beautiful life can be....


Tough situations build strong people

I was so pissed last night.
You see, whenever I take my bath, I always have my BlackBerry with me. I listen to music using it. So like always, I went to bath last night with my BlackBerry.

I placed it on the top of the water tank of the loo.
I was sitting on the toilet bowl, oh goshhhh.
Do I have to explain really detail on this???

Ya, it was like that, when my phone suddenly vibrated and the next thing I knew, it hit my back and dropped directly into the toilet bowl. And it all happened while I was doing my number two. Get it??

Oh grossss

I was dumbfounded by that. I just freeze, staring blankly ahead at the wall. Didn't know what to do. I just got up and stared at the toilet bowl thinking whether to save the phone or to just flush it down.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I just picked the phone as quickly as I could, then washed it many many times using whatever shower cream, shampoo I have.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Tears rolling down on my face. Seriously. It was dead. My BlackBerry is dead.
Already dead.
My BlackBerry.
I remember washing it last night, I took out the sim card and threw it away. I tried to dry my phone. Damn it.

Why oh why

And this morning I found out BlackBerry Key2 is already release.
Isn't this like a prophecy for me to buy the latest BlackBerry? At least that was what my friend told me when I told her about this incident.
I just hate using the latest phone I have now.
Maybe BlackBerry isn't the same as the previous BlackBerry with BB10, but it still carries the name, the label.
How I wish BlackBerry phone still carries its BB10 together... It makes my life easier. Seriously.

*Update*
Remember when I told about my student on my previous post? About her family, her father who was bedridden after getting a stroke and needed to get a surgery as soon as possible? She's doing my subject this semester. And sad news, her father passed away one or two weeks ago after the surgery. When I asked her, he died in coma or did he regain his conscious after the surgery?
She said, no, he did not. He died in coma. I felt sad hearing that. But I guess, she shouldn't feel sad because she already fulfill her duty as a child. I told her, condolence. So now it's time for her to focus on her study. I hope she will always stay strong with whatever things she has to go through.

(Source: Google Images)

Piece of Peace

7 days since am on leave..
This is all I can update now. Precious photo of myself. It's rare since I hate taking photo.
🙄🙄🙄

Ok. Bye. It's 3.44am now. Need to zzzzzz