I don't feel good at all

I was in totally a good mood this morning until I got a bit upset with few of my students. Ya... It was our presentation day. I was hoping they were on the same momentum like last week, and  improved a bit this week. But less than 5 persons just blew it off. 

Aishhhhh..... 

Wonder why they did not take this chance to participate.... And a bit upset with those who did not turn up to class since last week. Don't feel sorry for me, but feel sorry for them. They did miss a load of things. And I don't think I want to repeat the same thing that I have said in this week. 

Helping too much when they do not show that they want to be helped will always make you feel helpless and hopeless......

I could sense my mood just turned over when I could feel that I smile when actually I didn't smile. I don't mind on being helpful as I am not the one who will sit for the exam or what you called it, "study"?. I have already passed my years. 

I still remember being a student, a bad-good Christian, a drinker, a party-people while I was studying. And during those 3 years, I still know my top priority. What a lucky sense of being human being that I have.

Don't be good to me, but please be good to yourself.

So, don't ever quit... regardless of how hard it is.....

"... And the worse part is, no one knows I am even close to drowning....."

Don't talk and assume on everything I owned, I have, I went through on my life... Wait till you walk into my shoes..... Then you will understand. The happiness are gained through hardness. The difficulties are given by my Creator to test me and my faith. To maintain all of them requires pretty hard works. And am still working on it..... So, don't ever give up. Rest if you must, but don't ever quit.....