One brand new week

It's official for me to start the week. I guess life would be so much routine after this, starting from this week. Great! Awesome! And not so awesome too.

Understood?? 

Total LOSS

If you asked me what is total loss mean, I just could not give you the answer. Just got news form my panel workshop. My car is total loss. And they cannot repair it back. The insurance will pay me. Then when I did the calculation, I'm the one who is having this total loss. I still need to pay the car that I don't even owned.

Oh gosh... I just could not think anything. Can I just kneel down and cry? Then I will get back and stand again.

Private Conversation: Me and one of my best buddies. Apparently this is why we are best buddies until today. *Crazier as always*

11 minutes ago
Me: kill me.. am feeling bored

BlackBox : i.. refuse to kill, but to kiss, i really want to..

Me: hahaha damn it

BlackBox : imagine, if i stay in kuching, then we had a 'drink' together, thing may get interesting 
btw currently doing some awesome project with friends, music video making

Me: hahaha
drink and drunk and tell all the secrets that hv been kept for many years

BlackBox : while at the same time making a beautiful mistake with my beautiful friend
i think i am good with words

Me: great sentences

BlackBox : do u know what it means? its great isn't it?

Me: no
bcoz my brain isn't working
and i have no works to do
I have actually but i just dunno where and how to start
life sucks this week

BlackBox : how about reading some novel? or write a story?

Me: I dont read novel at my workplace

BlackBox : u know, recently my sweet pretty cousin hate me
Hahaha

Me: i try not to read

BlackBox : ok try not to read, how bout some music?

Me: and i dun feel like reading any teaching materials yet
music?
my pc has no speaker, and i didn't bring my laptop

BlackBox : or share everything that happen within your space, surrounding, anything that enter your sigh and can be process into words

Me: tell me about ur cousin
what happen?
she doesnt like ur words,i guess
i dun feel like updating my blog since my brain just couldnt cooperate

BlackBox : she's one of the two prettiest cousin within our family group, lately I tend to joke around about how i really want to kiss her (in fact I did, but that's a long time ago), then she complaint that she's .. er.. well

Me: complaint that she's what?

BlackBox : she hate the way i treat her, although she enjoy to chat with me, then... well it's been a week since i refuse to chat with her, kinda lonely, but  i'm ashame with my self, her last word is "go find bini la, kesian your cousin always jadi mangsa" and that's so true
funny case, but somehow sad

Me : Hahaha
now that's what i say indirectly harassing
harassing sumone with words
Words can silently kill you
and it is sharper than a sword

BlackBox : a portion of me wish she's not my cousin, so that i can chase and date her, comfortably, without even have to worry to deal with her naughty and witty father
fate can be cruel sometimes... i realise deep down in my heart, i'm a lonely guy, always said to my self, Imma simple guy with a simple style, but that concept deteriorate along with time

Me : ilek lerrr
she's a grown up girl now
ofcoz she feels a bit pelik if u keep on chatting with those jokes
sum people cant see things out of the box and take things a little bit serious

BlackBox : indeed, thats why i like u, u are so wise, i like wise girl.. wahahaha
she's online ight now
teeetttt
Hahaha

Me : go say hi
hahaha
i dare u

BlackBox : i did, well just leave her do her own thing... by the way, anything interesting lately?

Me : so far no
cant wait the clock to strike at 5pm
out for a while
will come back later
am trying to post this conversation later

BlackBox : i've got some funny story to tell u, years ago i'm the one who teach my siste a lot when it comes to english, now i'm speachless whenever she converse with me in this language, damn this throat cant function properly

Me : on my facebook
hahahaha
gonna tag this conversation to ur sister later
Byeeeeeeeee

BlackBox : okie
nonononononononono
don;t tag it on facebook!!!
moon?

me: what?
hahaha

BlackBox : u.......... now is 3.07 o'clock, time to go home.. E.T phone home~

Me: euuwwwww

BlackBox : currently... i'm at the miri state/province library, and doing some illegal stuff= downloading korean drama

Me : U know that 2 years ago drama they r playing now on 393?
Lie to me
gossshhhhh

BlackBox : i already bought that dvd 2 years ago
lie to me, but i prefer 'Heartstring', much better

Me : am posting this to my blog
hahaha
this coversation

BlackBox : you................................. hahahaha there should be some copyright trademark and i should claim it from u for this conversation hahaha

Me : nahhhh
u cant do that and I just know u cant do it
r u willing to expose urself just to claim this copyright of conversation?
do you want the entire world to know that it is u, the person am having this conversation with?
Hahahaha

BlackBox : i'll consider to make a facial surgery to conceal my true indentity hahaha

Me : it shud be "identity", not "indentity"
it's up on facebook
check it out

BlackBox : ah?
u... lie to me... ahahaha
u won't do this gahaha

Me : Now,let's post it on ma blog

BlackBox : blog should be okay, give me a cute nickname

Me : hahaha
i posted it on my fb

BlackBox : omg u did it! t's awesome!! and nightmare!!! but i like my name, yes blackbox is my name
Hahahaha!!

Me : I edited the name btw
none of ur real name appeared there
hahaha
Safely

BlackBox : hahahaha, a shred of satisfaction and a smile betray me, i like this although risky

February 3rd, 2014 Monday

I still could not believe it's already 2014. And it's Monday after I had these 9-days of holidays. It feels awkward to be back to work after holiday. Should have extend my holiday. Muahahaha

I've checked my students' results this morning. So far, zero failed. But I still need to check those under my CMS system. Hopefully, it will be zero failed too. 

Anyway, hoping to have a great semester this time. Hopefully everything will go smooth.... (y)

Just checking the last semester result of my students. Out of 188 students that I had for semester September 2013, only one student failed. I was like, what the hell. Then, I realized, it maybe the student that had been suspended from sitting exam because that particular student was caught breaching in examination. I'm pretty sure of this. Thank God, for that big number of passing. Hopefully this semester also can maintain the result. so far, I only have about 90 plus students. Still have not get the real figure yet. Thank you for this blessing, dear Lord.