Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Am here
Am here... Not going anywhere.. Life is a bit busy lately, and I lost interest in writing. So, ya. I stopped for while. I have no ideas what to update.
Let's begin with work.
This semester I start to lecture diploma students. So far, it's going ok. I cannot say it's going well since the lecture is in Malay. Am having hard time getting myself to speak in Malay. But am learning. Workloads as usual. So, I just do whatever things I have to do. In fact am in the midst of updating my teaching files but I decided to spend a little time here. Heh. I had completed all my classes with bachelor's subjects. They even had their final exam last week, so they are off on semester break now. Except for my Seminar paper students. They will be having their presentation paper next week with me. And the diploma's class. I have one class with diploma students. Three weeks left before we wrap up everything. Yup, it does affect the flow of my leaves as I still have class, I cannot have my leaves like usual.
Now, laptop.
Nothing much. They changed my laptop's hard disk. So I lost everything there. Hhhmmmm. Sad but, yeah. looking at the bright side. It actually better in that way. All old memories are now erased. So, let's move on building new one.
Home Sweet Home.
With this, am proudly say the home is already 90% complete. Why 90%? Because we haven't move in yet. I cleared all payments for the wiring and electric connectivity. Done. Now all is left is the touch up stage. Hopefully by December will be moving in. Glad it ends well.
Social life.
Nahhh, still the same. I don't go out that often. I don't even go out meeting my friends. Am still living with the rule I will go out when I feel like I want to. Maybe because of age factor. And I think I spent my youth days very well, extremely well before. So i think maybe it's time for me to a homebody rather than spending hours outside of home. It drains my energy. The most would be spending times with family and relatives and my close friends.
I guess that's all for now. Need to get some work done today.
Let's begin with work.
This semester I start to lecture diploma students. So far, it's going ok. I cannot say it's going well since the lecture is in Malay. Am having hard time getting myself to speak in Malay. But am learning. Workloads as usual. So, I just do whatever things I have to do. In fact am in the midst of updating my teaching files but I decided to spend a little time here. Heh. I had completed all my classes with bachelor's subjects. They even had their final exam last week, so they are off on semester break now. Except for my Seminar paper students. They will be having their presentation paper next week with me. And the diploma's class. I have one class with diploma students. Three weeks left before we wrap up everything. Yup, it does affect the flow of my leaves as I still have class, I cannot have my leaves like usual.
Now, laptop.
Nothing much. They changed my laptop's hard disk. So I lost everything there. Hhhmmmm. Sad but, yeah. looking at the bright side. It actually better in that way. All old memories are now erased. So, let's move on building new one.
Home Sweet Home.
With this, am proudly say the home is already 90% complete. Why 90%? Because we haven't move in yet. I cleared all payments for the wiring and electric connectivity. Done. Now all is left is the touch up stage. Hopefully by December will be moving in. Glad it ends well.
Social life.
Nahhh, still the same. I don't go out that often. I don't even go out meeting my friends. Am still living with the rule I will go out when I feel like I want to. Maybe because of age factor. And I think I spent my youth days very well, extremely well before. So i think maybe it's time for me to a homebody rather than spending hours outside of home. It drains my energy. The most would be spending times with family and relatives and my close friends.
I guess that's all for now. Need to get some work done today.
RM Mono: Playlist *update*
I just finished listen to his latest playlist. I wouldn't want to called it mixtape since he crossed the word and replaced it with playlist. So.... I need time to listen to it before I can say something. For now, please listen and enjoy. Will come back soon. See ya!
Reminder: This is not a review and am not an ARMY. Just that I've been following their music for quite some time. And mixtape is something that you should not missed out when it comes to music. And I just noticed I never write anything on JHope's Hope World. I just randomly posted a bit on his mixtape on Twitter more than here. Will take time to do one too.
*I'm back*
I posted this in 2018, October and only came back here today. How many months?... Gosh. Seriously. I ditched this blog for few months because I lost my interest in writing. Talking about Mono playlist, am glad this one station radio plays tokyo on their station. *clap clap*
It's my favorite on Mono. As for Hope World, am constantly listening to it.
When I feel something deeper, I listen to Agust D. When I feel light and need something to cheer me up, I listen to Hope world. And when I need to calm myself, I listen to Mono. They are all doing well.
And with just 5 days left before BTS comeback, aigooo... I watched Persona trailer. I guess because I grew up in the 90's, hip hop is just something that always drawn me. Feel so close to it. Hopefully, the album #MAP_OF_THE_SOUL-PERSONA get a hit just like the Love Yourself series. Or maybe even better than before. It is something that all people around the globe is looking forward to.
Reminder: This is not a review and am not an ARMY. Just that I've been following their music for quite some time. And mixtape is something that you should not missed out when it comes to music. And I just noticed I never write anything on JHope's Hope World. I just randomly posted a bit on his mixtape on Twitter more than here. Will take time to do one too.
*I'm back*
I posted this in 2018, October and only came back here today. How many months?... Gosh. Seriously. I ditched this blog for few months because I lost my interest in writing. Talking about Mono playlist, am glad this one station radio plays tokyo on their station. *clap clap*
It's my favorite on Mono. As for Hope World, am constantly listening to it.
When I feel something deeper, I listen to Agust D. When I feel light and need something to cheer me up, I listen to Hope world. And when I need to calm myself, I listen to Mono. They are all doing well.
And with just 5 days left before BTS comeback, aigooo... I watched Persona trailer. I guess because I grew up in the 90's, hip hop is just something that always drawn me. Feel so close to it. Hopefully, the album #MAP_OF_THE_SOUL-PERSONA get a hit just like the Love Yourself series. Or maybe even better than before. It is something that all people around the globe is looking forward to.
Happy born day, MZ!
(Sorry for using this photo. I know you will not like it. But I want to make sure you have an original photo today without any editing. Hahahaha!)
And congratulation for you have made it to this year. I know things were rough for you back then. And it still seems rough too this year. When you keep on telling that you can't live but you can't die either make me worried. It felt broken inside. That's why I feel thankful for you have made it this far. Be strong. Please be grateful for you are still beautifully breathing here.
Always remind yourself to give your best. May the journey you taken now leads you to the place you are always dreaming of.
Be humble all the time.
Remind yourself no matter how hard your life right now, there are people out there who are struggling everyday in order to survive.
Take care of your health since you are in your three series now. Eat well, and please go for exercise too. Perhaps jogging. I know you feel somewhat disappointed when you did the weighing thing last weekend. Hahahaha. So ya, eat well, sleep well, live a healthy life.
Fulfill your commitment toward your job. You may have your own dream (owning a restaurant). Giving this is what you are trained for, I hope you give your best in the field you are involved right now. And at the same time, I hope you will find a way to make your dream come true. Everything you want to do, and everything that you have planned before, if God's will it, it will happen eventually.
I guess that's all I could penned down for you. It was a mess, but yeah, sincerely from me too.
I wish you well in your life.
Happy birthday once again, Moon.
~xoxo~
Dear Self.
Without any regrets
I guess I slowly discover the old me. Day by day, bit by bit... Am taking my time to gain the old one and blend it into the new one...
Generally am just doing things I couldn't do before.
Am into arts since the last two years. Attending to at least one art exhibition would be totally nice. You think so? Music is always on my list. Am gonna go to at least one of my favorite one day.. Am saving the days and ka-ching to go to at least one Hyukoh's concert. Wouldn't it be good rockin' to their musics?
Generally am just doing things I couldn't do before.
Am into arts since the last two years. Attending to at least one art exhibition would be totally nice. You think so? Music is always on my list. Am gonna go to at least one of my favorite one day.. Am saving the days and ka-ching to go to at least one Hyukoh's concert. Wouldn't it be good rockin' to their musics?
Hye, dear OhHyuk and the band Hyukoh, if any of you crossing this page, please kindly send me an invitation to your concert.
😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
(Okayh, now you may humming the song Impossible. Hehehehe)
Few days ago, I received a Whatsapp text.
And the next thing I did, I tweeted this.
"When ur ex-boyfriend sent u a whatsapp wishing Happy Friendship Day... Stared at it for few mins... Not replying to it. Then deleted it. Past is past. I dun want to be friend. I dun want to have any commitments as a friend. Tats totally a burden to me. Let me live my own life."
I know you visit this page. I know you knew that this page is exist. If you come across to this post, I hope you understand this.
Things aren't the same anymore. I changed. I've changed a lot. And I never wish to revisit any memories that we had before. You have you own life now. I've given you my blessing long long time ago since I was the one who broke our relationship. I guess that's why it's very easy for me. I left for good. And I left you in a good term. Without any issues. I appreciate everything we had before. Truly, you had been good to me. Never once you raised your voice towards me, never once you said bad things against me. There is just one more thing to be done. Please do not contact me anymore. For how much you still want to be there for me as a friend, I just can't do it. I don't want to be friend. I just want you to live your life without me being there.. As a friend. Although my number never change, please don't keep it anymore. Keeping it would always make you eager to contact me.
Now you know why I never replied back to any of your messages.
I just want to live my life without taking a long pause looking at the past.
I hope you wish me well, just like how you did before and slowly disappear.
And I wish you well too.
Without any regrets.
Last week + end
Can I just sum up everything that happened last week and during weekend?
Been here after a long long time... How long? Years, I think. Went out for lunch with my colleagues last Friday to this place. The foods still the same. I was looking for chilled New York Cheese Cake, but they didn't have it on the menu. I guess, they ousted it already. I saw something like chocolate lava, but am not a big fan of chocolate. So, I passed. I had Cheesy Chicken Chop (grilled, I think). Didn't take any photos since yaaaa, I don't take photos that much. Only this. My vanilla milkshake. Quite good.
These books, I got them last Friday too. The students here held an event. Kids Crew carnival? Something like that. I just didn't remember. They sold secondhand books too. RM13 for both. Quite cheap. Besides they are still in good condition too. So I got these two. I already start on the Reading Lolita In Tehran last Sunday. Gonna keep them as am about to be busy this week till I clear everything on scoring my students' assignments. I have loads to complete.
So, dear books, please wait for me.
I'll come back to you once am done doing my formal work.
And this was taken when we were on our way to fetch my nephews at Pasir Pandak. I have few on my phone but I only upload one here. I uploaded one on my Twitter. I guess my Twitter always be the first one for me to update anything. Freak. Hahahaha. I just cannot get myself off my Twitter.
Been here after a long long time... How long? Years, I think. Went out for lunch with my colleagues last Friday to this place. The foods still the same. I was looking for chilled New York Cheese Cake, but they didn't have it on the menu. I guess, they ousted it already. I saw something like chocolate lava, but am not a big fan of chocolate. So, I passed. I had Cheesy Chicken Chop (grilled, I think). Didn't take any photos since yaaaa, I don't take photos that much. Only this. My vanilla milkshake. Quite good.
Big Elephant Cafe & Bistro
These books, I got them last Friday too. The students here held an event. Kids Crew carnival? Something like that. I just didn't remember. They sold secondhand books too. RM13 for both. Quite cheap. Besides they are still in good condition too. So I got these two. I already start on the Reading Lolita In Tehran last Sunday. Gonna keep them as am about to be busy this week till I clear everything on scoring my students' assignments. I have loads to complete.
So, dear books, please wait for me.
I'll come back to you once am done doing my formal work.
And this was taken when we were on our way to fetch my nephews at Pasir Pandak. I have few on my phone but I only upload one here. I uploaded one on my Twitter. I guess my Twitter always be the first one for me to update anything. Freak. Hahahaha. I just cannot get myself off my Twitter.
The Lamppost
It wasn't the lamppost that caught my attention. It was the blue sky. Just like what I have told before, I don't have the skill in capturing good photos. The one that I saved in my memory, my brain is greater than this. The color of the sky on that day was calming. The blue sky looked clear. The sun shine warmly. It felt warm and cool at the same time. And the cloud looked like a bunch of cotton. Soft cotton. They looked like cotton candy.
With the clear blue sky, the warmness of the sunshine, the cotton candy clouds, how does it looks like if we add a soft pink color there? Or a light soft peach color to it? Can you imagine it?
It would look beautiful. It would look stunning.....
Are you smiling now while imagining all those?
Great.
Have a warm day to you.
Smile
Am working on my scoring now. But keep on stopping. Thought to type something. And yes, like usual, I don't really have things to type. They just accumulate inside my chest but they just don't want to show. They don't want to come out.
I post frequently on my Twitter. Not here, not on my Facebook. Am on Spotify too now.
My Discover Weekly for this week is just superb.
Seriously.
The songs are all *thumbs up*
They made me smile, can just feel like am smiling. Gosh. After such quite sometimes. It feels warm to smile. I guess I have a reason to smile now. I almost forgot the way to smile. Those songs make me smile today. Don't know why.
Have a blessed day to whomever cross this page! May you never forget the way to smile.
I post frequently on my Twitter. Not here, not on my Facebook. Am on Spotify too now.
My Discover Weekly for this week is just superb.
Seriously.
The songs are all *thumbs up*
They made me smile, can just feel like am smiling. Gosh. After such quite sometimes. It feels warm to smile. I guess I have a reason to smile now. I almost forgot the way to smile. Those songs make me smile today. Don't know why.
Have a blessed day to whomever cross this page! May you never forget the way to smile.
Recognition
This one by Lang Leav. Every time I read it, something feels so close. Close, yet so far. The unknown. How beautiful life can be....
Gotta love
I bought cds few weeks ago. With the intention of keeping them for collections. So until today, I haven't unpacked from their wrapping.
Sayang dowhhhh
So what I did, I went to spend my time listening to their songs on Spotify. Hahaha.
Cokot ehhhh
Gotta love things I did for now... Gotta love things that I do and things I will do. Gosh. I need to set my foot at Japan soon.
Really need to go there.
Without any particular reasons. I just want to go and breath the air. Childhood dream....
Aaaaaa. BlackBerry. I need to get myself one too. Seriously. This is so serious. I tell you.
Sayang dowhhhh
So what I did, I went to spend my time listening to their songs on Spotify. Hahaha.
Cokot ehhhh
Gotta love things I did for now... Gotta love things that I do and things I will do. Gosh. I need to set my foot at Japan soon.
Really need to go there.
Without any particular reasons. I just want to go and breath the air. Childhood dream....
Aaaaaa. BlackBerry. I need to get myself one too. Seriously. This is so serious. I tell you.
Tough situations build strong people
I was so pissed last night.
You see, whenever I take my bath, I always have my BlackBerry with me. I listen to music using it. So like always, I went to bath last night with my BlackBerry.
I placed it on the top of the water tank of the loo.
I was sitting on the toilet bowl, oh goshhhh.
Do I have to explain really detail on this???
Ya, it was like that, when my phone suddenly vibrated and the next thing I knew, it hit my back and dropped directly into the toilet bowl. And it all happened while I was doing my number two. Get it??
Oh grossss
I was dumbfounded by that. I just freeze, staring blankly ahead at the wall. Didn't know what to do. I just got up and stared at the toilet bowl thinking whether to save the phone or to just flush it down.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I just picked the phone as quickly as I could, then washed it many many times using whatever shower cream, shampoo I have.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Tears rolling down on my face. Seriously. It was dead. My BlackBerry is dead.
Already dead.
My BlackBerry.
I remember washing it last night, I took out the sim card and threw it away. I tried to dry my phone. Damn it.
Why oh why
And this morning I found out BlackBerry Key2 is already release.
Isn't this like a prophecy for me to buy the latest BlackBerry? At least that was what my friend told me when I told her about this incident.
I just hate using the latest phone I have now.
Maybe BlackBerry isn't the same as the previous BlackBerry with BB10, but it still carries the name, the label.
How I wish BlackBerry phone still carries its BB10 together... It makes my life easier. Seriously.
*Update*
Remember when I told about my student on my previous post? About her family, her father who was bedridden after getting a stroke and needed to get a surgery as soon as possible? She's doing my subject this semester. And sad news, her father passed away one or two weeks ago after the surgery. When I asked her, he died in coma or did he regain his conscious after the surgery?
She said, no, he did not. He died in coma. I felt sad hearing that. But I guess, she shouldn't feel sad because she already fulfill her duty as a child. I told her, condolence. So now it's time for her to focus on her study. I hope she will always stay strong with whatever things she has to go through.
You see, whenever I take my bath, I always have my BlackBerry with me. I listen to music using it. So like always, I went to bath last night with my BlackBerry.
I placed it on the top of the water tank of the loo.
I was sitting on the toilet bowl, oh goshhhh.
Do I have to explain really detail on this???
Ya, it was like that, when my phone suddenly vibrated and the next thing I knew, it hit my back and dropped directly into the toilet bowl. And it all happened while I was doing my number two. Get it??
Oh grossss
I was dumbfounded by that. I just freeze, staring blankly ahead at the wall. Didn't know what to do. I just got up and stared at the toilet bowl thinking whether to save the phone or to just flush it down.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I just picked the phone as quickly as I could, then washed it many many times using whatever shower cream, shampoo I have.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Tears rolling down on my face. Seriously. It was dead. My BlackBerry is dead.
Already dead.
My BlackBerry.
I remember washing it last night, I took out the sim card and threw it away. I tried to dry my phone. Damn it.
Why oh why
And this morning I found out BlackBerry Key2 is already release.
Isn't this like a prophecy for me to buy the latest BlackBerry? At least that was what my friend told me when I told her about this incident.
I just hate using the latest phone I have now.
Maybe BlackBerry isn't the same as the previous BlackBerry with BB10, but it still carries the name, the label.
How I wish BlackBerry phone still carries its BB10 together... It makes my life easier. Seriously.
*Update*
Remember when I told about my student on my previous post? About her family, her father who was bedridden after getting a stroke and needed to get a surgery as soon as possible? She's doing my subject this semester. And sad news, her father passed away one or two weeks ago after the surgery. When I asked her, he died in coma or did he regain his conscious after the surgery?
She said, no, he did not. He died in coma. I felt sad hearing that. But I guess, she shouldn't feel sad because she already fulfill her duty as a child. I told her, condolence. So now it's time for her to focus on her study. I hope she will always stay strong with whatever things she has to go through.
(Source: Google Images)
The light
Thank you, dear student, for these key chains. I really appreciate it.
💖💖💖💖💖💖
The light.
Took this while I was waiting for the food ordered.
I got no feelings
Still got no feel to do typing. Wanted to write something but I left my notebook at home. So, I just write everything on my mind, for now.
Many things going on this week.
Few things I just don't get it.
I don't understand it. Or maybe am just being too ignorance.
The fact that I don't want to know something that isn't related to me.
But somehow it does. And it's affecting me too.
I wanted to type them out here but never mind.
I'll just keep them to myself.
All I can say, I have already meet few of the worst many many years before, so perhaps these are just minor.
This is May, and I dare to say that the way is getting rough for me. At least for me.
From family matters to personal matters to works... I don't know.
Dealing with human is totally a burden for me. It annoys me sometimes. I mean, most of the times. Especially when they did wrong but acting innocent. How rude that could be...
And me, not knowing anything feeling dragged by that. How crazy is that sound to you...
It doesn't make any sense too. When I came to know about it, I was like, really? When did that happen? How? Who involve? They really did that? Behind our back? How surprised that could be... And me, I never expect it by the way. Just considered yourself lucky enough to meet me since I don't complain about people, and I still can jaga hati orang lain, can still jaga your air muka.
Seriously. Think before you act. That's why I just ignored and buat tak tahu jak.
Am I getting them out now? Telling everything that's in my mind right now? Owh, maybe. The things I observe now, I feel so like "Please get me out of here!". I need a break before come back again next semester. Seriously since what had happened during my university years taught me a lot on how to ignore certain type of people.
I really need a break to reset my brain activities. I need to reset everything.
Next post please.
Many things going on this week.
Few things I just don't get it.
I don't understand it. Or maybe am just being too ignorance.
The fact that I don't want to know something that isn't related to me.
But somehow it does. And it's affecting me too.
I wanted to type them out here but never mind.
I'll just keep them to myself.
All I can say, I have already meet few of the worst many many years before, so perhaps these are just minor.
This is May, and I dare to say that the way is getting rough for me. At least for me.
From family matters to personal matters to works... I don't know.
Dealing with human is totally a burden for me. It annoys me sometimes. I mean, most of the times. Especially when they did wrong but acting innocent. How rude that could be...
And me, not knowing anything feeling dragged by that. How crazy is that sound to you...
It doesn't make any sense too. When I came to know about it, I was like, really? When did that happen? How? Who involve? They really did that? Behind our back? How surprised that could be... And me, I never expect it by the way. Just considered yourself lucky enough to meet me since I don't complain about people, and I still can jaga hati orang lain, can still jaga your air muka.
Seriously. Think before you act. That's why I just ignored and buat tak tahu jak.
Am I getting them out now? Telling everything that's in my mind right now? Owh, maybe. The things I observe now, I feel so like "Please get me out of here!". I need a break before come back again next semester. Seriously since what had happened during my university years taught me a lot on how to ignore certain type of people.
I really need a break to reset my brain activities. I need to reset everything.
Next post please.
And meanwhile, my friend was like
Hahahaha😄😄😄😄😄😄
Last few weeks, I told her to watch One Night Sleepover Trip episode 1 until 3 since she's a VIP. I told her, you must watch them. Today she's watching first episode and she's in tears. I can hear her sobbing from my own cubicle here. Hahahahaha
By the way, I don't considered myself as an ARMY but I do following BTS. I thought to post something on Singularity. How can you not love V's voice???? *melting*
Lets move to the next post. Am done dealing with my rant here. Whatever lah.
Life as an educator: Part 3 - Do you know...
Do you know what are the things that make us the educator feeling sad? And disappointed?
One of the things is when you get caught cheating during exam. It marks as a failure in fulfilling our job as an eductor. Seriously.
Personally to me, when something like this happen, it feels like my world has been crushed down.
It feels like, what have I done wrong that triggers you to cheat during exam?
It makes us feel like a failure.
A failure to nurture you into a good person.
A failure to shape you into someone with responsibility.
It is a failure.
We may not say it to you, or even show you how disappointed we feel, but you never know..
When we get home, when we are alone, we tend to wonder why this happen. Is it really our fault or it is just the students themselves....
So for long am in this field, working in a higher institution, there was only one time one of my students got caught cheating during exam. I remember how I felt. Devastated. Disappointed. You name it. I kept on questioning myself for few days. Where did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this kind of attitude? I was there for 16 weeks and all I asked was for you to do your best in three hours time. And yet you gave me this. Hhhhmmmm
Yesterday one student got caught cheating in exam. Ironically the student said there were two other students who cheated as well. No names were given. They planned it together but only one got caught.
You see, 15 minutes before the exam starts is very crucial for you. You have to be at the exam room or hall for at least 20 minutes before the exam starts. Some people will say that, owh, why so traditional and so on. Hey, that 20 minutes we read to you the administrative order on the conduct of exam. We tell, instruct you, before we go and check on you one by one. When we say, please check if you bring any papers into the room, even blank papers, please put them away outside. How good is that... Hhhmmmm
From my own perspective, it's not only exam. Besides to measure your knowledge, to evaluate you, exam teaches you to be responsible in your own doing, to teach you to take responsibility in your own action, to teach you on how to discipline yourself. When people say, abolish exam, it's not relevant anymore, I feel like, huh?! Say whatever you want to say, but you have to look at the other side and think deeper before you say those things.
I had one student before. She did diploma in other college before she went to continue her degree at our institute. I still remember she said this.
When I first got here, I was surprised. Especially during exam. At my previous college, they were not strict during exam. We even cheated. Sometimes the invigilator just left us in the room without supervision. And there were times they just wrote down the answers on the white board for us to copy.
I was like, are you serious? What's the point of having exam if you did that?
Dear students, if any of you come across this page, think before you do anything. Especially cheating during exam. We were all students once, so we know whatever tactics you try to use to cheat. We are not that stupid enough to let you risk your life to get caught for doing this. Just don't disappoint us. Just remember this, when you cheat, you are actually dragging down your own attitude as a person. Don't keep this kind of thinking, oh it's ok, this is my first time doing this, next time I will not do anymore. Just don't.
One of the things is when you get caught cheating during exam. It marks as a failure in fulfilling our job as an eductor. Seriously.
Personally to me, when something like this happen, it feels like my world has been crushed down.
It feels like, what have I done wrong that triggers you to cheat during exam?
It makes us feel like a failure.
A failure to nurture you into a good person.
A failure to shape you into someone with responsibility.
It is a failure.
We may not say it to you, or even show you how disappointed we feel, but you never know..
When we get home, when we are alone, we tend to wonder why this happen. Is it really our fault or it is just the students themselves....
So for long am in this field, working in a higher institution, there was only one time one of my students got caught cheating during exam. I remember how I felt. Devastated. Disappointed. You name it. I kept on questioning myself for few days. Where did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this kind of attitude? I was there for 16 weeks and all I asked was for you to do your best in three hours time. And yet you gave me this. Hhhhmmmm
Yesterday one student got caught cheating in exam. Ironically the student said there were two other students who cheated as well. No names were given. They planned it together but only one got caught.
You see, 15 minutes before the exam starts is very crucial for you. You have to be at the exam room or hall for at least 20 minutes before the exam starts. Some people will say that, owh, why so traditional and so on. Hey, that 20 minutes we read to you the administrative order on the conduct of exam. We tell, instruct you, before we go and check on you one by one. When we say, please check if you bring any papers into the room, even blank papers, please put them away outside. How good is that... Hhhmmmm
From my own perspective, it's not only exam. Besides to measure your knowledge, to evaluate you, exam teaches you to be responsible in your own doing, to teach you to take responsibility in your own action, to teach you on how to discipline yourself. When people say, abolish exam, it's not relevant anymore, I feel like, huh?! Say whatever you want to say, but you have to look at the other side and think deeper before you say those things.
I had one student before. She did diploma in other college before she went to continue her degree at our institute. I still remember she said this.
When I first got here, I was surprised. Especially during exam. At my previous college, they were not strict during exam. We even cheated. Sometimes the invigilator just left us in the room without supervision. And there were times they just wrote down the answers on the white board for us to copy.
I was like, are you serious? What's the point of having exam if you did that?
Dear students, if any of you come across this page, think before you do anything. Especially cheating during exam. We were all students once, so we know whatever tactics you try to use to cheat. We are not that stupid enough to let you risk your life to get caught for doing this. Just don't disappoint us. Just remember this, when you cheat, you are actually dragging down your own attitude as a person. Don't keep this kind of thinking, oh it's ok, this is my first time doing this, next time I will not do anymore. Just don't.
Agust D since 2016
Been listening to these and never get tired.
I guess because of how he expressed his emotion in the songs.
I have all songs in my phone.
His mixtape.
Loving Interlude; Dream, Reality very very much.
I wonder if he ever has the thought to come out with a full song and lyric for that....
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