*Sigh*
Owh. Did I just sigh?
I was flipping pages of the Giacomo catalog but still couldn't decide on what to buy. Set aside. Need to clear the mind before buying. Otherwise I would end up buying unnecessary things.
Am not feeling well today. Since last night. Went back home from work yesterday, I went straight to bed and fell asleep. Couldn't even slept last night. My head ached. Couldn't even got out of bed to go downstairs to take medicine. Felt nausea when I was driving to work this morning. I told myself not to pass out during driving.
Heh.
Just sipped on iced coffee once I reached office to suppress the urge of vomiting.
Coffee. Most of the time it helps me to survive my days. And there are times where it betrays me.
Monday was yesterday. Definitely not one of my good day on weekdays. At least for this semester.
Ugh.
My head.... Am gonna wait for an hour more. If it still painful, ubat ler jawab nyer.
Ugh.
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Bukit Mata Seafood TopSpot
We went to have dinner here last night. On the way to the restaurant, I was like am gonna take photos later on so that I have something to post on my blog. That was what I told my cousin. And ended up I didn't take any photos of the foods and even our photos also I didn't take. 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
I only managed to take these photos before I totally forgot everything. I guess the food last night were more powerful than anything else.
The evening view from inside of the car
Favorite restaurant. No.25, Bukit Mata Seafood TopSpot.
Lemon chicken last night tasted yummy. And so the gravy butter salted egg yolk for the crab. I only aimed for the gravy, not the crab. Hahahaha
Huh this one was taken from Saturday night.
The moment I reached the city from my hometown I directly went to the laundry.
It was around 10pm that night.
I sent this to the Discussion group on The Tablo Podcast Discord.
Owh owh, I sent the photo of the restaurant too there.
Hahahaha
The Tablo Podcast is a must-listen-to podcast.
Search for him on Spotify. I normally listen to him on that platform.
Like seriously guys.
Half half
Am still have this thinking of deleting this blog.
Tapi sayang...
It's uncountable on how many times I changed the link and the title of this blog.
😃😃😃😃
How come I don't have that ketetapan hati...
Nahhh, nothing special. It just that I need to reset everything and start out fresh again. Saja jerrr. But then, am keeping the content the same. I saved everything before deleted the previous links, and uploaded back the content into the new page. Banyak kerja. Suka-suka.
I have work to do but couldn't find motivation to complete everything. Feeling tired. As of tomorrow, I'll be meeting final semester/final year students. I really need to prepare my brain and soul.
Reading, listening, working out the brain to guide them in doing their final thesis would require a lot of energy.
Spotify?
Owh ya. I started listening to The Table Podcast since the first episode. It's very entertaining. And not to mention, the ideas of whatever Tablo speaks on his podcast make everything seems daebak.
Is that the latest thing I've been doing? I guess so.
Group research for this year is still on-going.
Am still in the midst of finalizing our group research article from previous year for local newspaper publication. And am still in the midst of finalizing my diploma students carry marks.
One more week to go before their final exam paper.
And next week will start lectures with my Bachelor students.
Workloads seem ok, and not so ok. It's just so-so. So, ya... It's work tho...
Want to find something for lunch but the same old problem. Don't know what to have. Seems like I've tried every foods in this area.
Tapi sayang...
It's uncountable on how many times I changed the link and the title of this blog.
😃😃😃😃
How come I don't have that ketetapan hati...
Nahhh, nothing special. It just that I need to reset everything and start out fresh again. Saja jerrr. But then, am keeping the content the same. I saved everything before deleted the previous links, and uploaded back the content into the new page. Banyak kerja. Suka-suka.
I have work to do but couldn't find motivation to complete everything. Feeling tired. As of tomorrow, I'll be meeting final semester/final year students. I really need to prepare my brain and soul.
Reading, listening, working out the brain to guide them in doing their final thesis would require a lot of energy.
Spotify?
Owh ya. I started listening to The Table Podcast since the first episode. It's very entertaining. And not to mention, the ideas of whatever Tablo speaks on his podcast make everything seems daebak.
Is that the latest thing I've been doing? I guess so.
Group research for this year is still on-going.
Am still in the midst of finalizing our group research article from previous year for local newspaper publication. And am still in the midst of finalizing my diploma students carry marks.
One more week to go before their final exam paper.
And next week will start lectures with my Bachelor students.
Workloads seem ok, and not so ok. It's just so-so. So, ya... It's work tho...
Want to find something for lunch but the same old problem. Don't know what to have. Seems like I've tried every foods in this area.
Tiny cut but it stings
I went to my cousin's home today after work. Walked out of my car while I was on the phone with my aunt and uncle. Walking up the stairs when suddenly I tripped over my feet and uuuurrgghhh!!!
I screamed. 😱😱😱😱😱
Terasa bodohnya kat situ. 💁♀️💁♀️💁♀️💁♀️
I literally screamed. In my everyday, it would be almost impossible to hear me scream. But today, at that very stairs, I screamed. Gosshhhh
I got up quickly although I couldn't balancing myself. My other hand still tightly holding onto my phone.
So the fcuk me. Luckily no one was there.
🙄🙄🙄🙄
I got a small cut on my left knee prior to that incident. I almost cried but since I was on the phone, I tahan myself. I quickly ended my phone call with my aunt and uncle.
Walking slowly upstairs.. It felt hurt.. And it's hurting me now. It gets painful when I was taking my bath just now. Seriously painful when the cut got direct contact with water. It stings. It was just a small cut but it does hurt me a lot.
P/s: Pray for my grandpa who is hospitalised for almost a week now. He is still unconscious.
Wednesday 12th June 2019
Got diarrhea since Monday..
You know that feeling... And I'm the only one who get this..
Sensitive stomach.
Stomach flu.
Non stop going in and out of the toilet. I even vomited. Sweating all over while doing business no.2 and vomit at the same time. Gosh. I just cried while doing all these last Monday night.
And today, my stomach feels not very good.
Rasa macam kena tarik dari dalam.
I was lecturing yesterday when during the last three slides, my stomach felt so much pain. I tried to explain all three slide before I asked for time out.
I sat down and said to my students that I had to postpone the class to next week.
And today still the same. Rasa hati nak nangis jak tapi gik tahan. Gosh.
Dah tak larat lagi dah.
I can't even eat anything because I don't feel like eating at all. I even lost inches around my waist because of this. Should I be happy or not about it since am sure this happened because I lost too much water. Which is in another way totally not a very good news.
You know that feeling... And I'm the only one who get this..
Sensitive stomach.
Stomach flu.
Non stop going in and out of the toilet. I even vomited. Sweating all over while doing business no.2 and vomit at the same time. Gosh. I just cried while doing all these last Monday night.
And today, my stomach feels not very good.
Rasa macam kena tarik dari dalam.
I was lecturing yesterday when during the last three slides, my stomach felt so much pain. I tried to explain all three slide before I asked for time out.
I sat down and said to my students that I had to postpone the class to next week.
And today still the same. Rasa hati nak nangis jak tapi gik tahan. Gosh.
Dah tak larat lagi dah.
I can't even eat anything because I don't feel like eating at all. I even lost inches around my waist because of this. Should I be happy or not about it since am sure this happened because I lost too much water. Which is in another way totally not a very good news.
Tough situations build strong people
I was so pissed last night.
You see, whenever I take my bath, I always have my BlackBerry with me. I listen to music using it. So like always, I went to bath last night with my BlackBerry.
I placed it on the top of the water tank of the loo.
I was sitting on the toilet bowl, oh goshhhh.
Do I have to explain really detail on this???
Ya, it was like that, when my phone suddenly vibrated and the next thing I knew, it hit my back and dropped directly into the toilet bowl. And it all happened while I was doing my number two. Get it??
Oh grossss
I was dumbfounded by that. I just freeze, staring blankly ahead at the wall. Didn't know what to do. I just got up and stared at the toilet bowl thinking whether to save the phone or to just flush it down.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I just picked the phone as quickly as I could, then washed it many many times using whatever shower cream, shampoo I have.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Tears rolling down on my face. Seriously. It was dead. My BlackBerry is dead.
Already dead.
My BlackBerry.
I remember washing it last night, I took out the sim card and threw it away. I tried to dry my phone. Damn it.
Why oh why
And this morning I found out BlackBerry Key2 is already release.
Isn't this like a prophecy for me to buy the latest BlackBerry? At least that was what my friend told me when I told her about this incident.
I just hate using the latest phone I have now.
Maybe BlackBerry isn't the same as the previous BlackBerry with BB10, but it still carries the name, the label.
How I wish BlackBerry phone still carries its BB10 together... It makes my life easier. Seriously.
*Update*
Remember when I told about my student on my previous post? About her family, her father who was bedridden after getting a stroke and needed to get a surgery as soon as possible? She's doing my subject this semester. And sad news, her father passed away one or two weeks ago after the surgery. When I asked her, he died in coma or did he regain his conscious after the surgery?
She said, no, he did not. He died in coma. I felt sad hearing that. But I guess, she shouldn't feel sad because she already fulfill her duty as a child. I told her, condolence. So now it's time for her to focus on her study. I hope she will always stay strong with whatever things she has to go through.
You see, whenever I take my bath, I always have my BlackBerry with me. I listen to music using it. So like always, I went to bath last night with my BlackBerry.
I placed it on the top of the water tank of the loo.
I was sitting on the toilet bowl, oh goshhhh.
Do I have to explain really detail on this???
Ya, it was like that, when my phone suddenly vibrated and the next thing I knew, it hit my back and dropped directly into the toilet bowl. And it all happened while I was doing my number two. Get it??
Oh grossss
I was dumbfounded by that. I just freeze, staring blankly ahead at the wall. Didn't know what to do. I just got up and stared at the toilet bowl thinking whether to save the phone or to just flush it down.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I just picked the phone as quickly as I could, then washed it many many times using whatever shower cream, shampoo I have.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Tears rolling down on my face. Seriously. It was dead. My BlackBerry is dead.
Already dead.
My BlackBerry.
I remember washing it last night, I took out the sim card and threw it away. I tried to dry my phone. Damn it.
Why oh why
And this morning I found out BlackBerry Key2 is already release.
Isn't this like a prophecy for me to buy the latest BlackBerry? At least that was what my friend told me when I told her about this incident.
I just hate using the latest phone I have now.
Maybe BlackBerry isn't the same as the previous BlackBerry with BB10, but it still carries the name, the label.
How I wish BlackBerry phone still carries its BB10 together... It makes my life easier. Seriously.
*Update*
Remember when I told about my student on my previous post? About her family, her father who was bedridden after getting a stroke and needed to get a surgery as soon as possible? She's doing my subject this semester. And sad news, her father passed away one or two weeks ago after the surgery. When I asked her, he died in coma or did he regain his conscious after the surgery?
She said, no, he did not. He died in coma. I felt sad hearing that. But I guess, she shouldn't feel sad because she already fulfill her duty as a child. I told her, condolence. So now it's time for her to focus on her study. I hope she will always stay strong with whatever things she has to go through.
(Source: Google Images)
Piece of Peace
7 days since am on leave..
This is all I can update now. Precious photo of myself. It's rare since I hate taking photo.
🙄🙄🙄
Ok. Bye. It's 3.44am now. Need to zzzzzz
This is all I can update now. Precious photo of myself. It's rare since I hate taking photo.
🙄🙄🙄
Ok. Bye. It's 3.44am now. Need to zzzzzz
I got no feelings
Still got no feel to do typing. Wanted to write something but I left my notebook at home. So, I just write everything on my mind, for now.
Many things going on this week.
Few things I just don't get it.
I don't understand it. Or maybe am just being too ignorance.
The fact that I don't want to know something that isn't related to me.
But somehow it does. And it's affecting me too.
I wanted to type them out here but never mind.
I'll just keep them to myself.
All I can say, I have already meet few of the worst many many years before, so perhaps these are just minor.
This is May, and I dare to say that the way is getting rough for me. At least for me.
From family matters to personal matters to works... I don't know.
Dealing with human is totally a burden for me. It annoys me sometimes. I mean, most of the times. Especially when they did wrong but acting innocent. How rude that could be...
And me, not knowing anything feeling dragged by that. How crazy is that sound to you...
It doesn't make any sense too. When I came to know about it, I was like, really? When did that happen? How? Who involve? They really did that? Behind our back? How surprised that could be... And me, I never expect it by the way. Just considered yourself lucky enough to meet me since I don't complain about people, and I still can jaga hati orang lain, can still jaga your air muka.
Seriously. Think before you act. That's why I just ignored and buat tak tahu jak.
Am I getting them out now? Telling everything that's in my mind right now? Owh, maybe. The things I observe now, I feel so like "Please get me out of here!". I need a break before come back again next semester. Seriously since what had happened during my university years taught me a lot on how to ignore certain type of people.
I really need a break to reset my brain activities. I need to reset everything.
Next post please.
Many things going on this week.
Few things I just don't get it.
I don't understand it. Or maybe am just being too ignorance.
The fact that I don't want to know something that isn't related to me.
But somehow it does. And it's affecting me too.
I wanted to type them out here but never mind.
I'll just keep them to myself.
All I can say, I have already meet few of the worst many many years before, so perhaps these are just minor.
This is May, and I dare to say that the way is getting rough for me. At least for me.
From family matters to personal matters to works... I don't know.
Dealing with human is totally a burden for me. It annoys me sometimes. I mean, most of the times. Especially when they did wrong but acting innocent. How rude that could be...
And me, not knowing anything feeling dragged by that. How crazy is that sound to you...
It doesn't make any sense too. When I came to know about it, I was like, really? When did that happen? How? Who involve? They really did that? Behind our back? How surprised that could be... And me, I never expect it by the way. Just considered yourself lucky enough to meet me since I don't complain about people, and I still can jaga hati orang lain, can still jaga your air muka.
Seriously. Think before you act. That's why I just ignored and buat tak tahu jak.
Am I getting them out now? Telling everything that's in my mind right now? Owh, maybe. The things I observe now, I feel so like "Please get me out of here!". I need a break before come back again next semester. Seriously since what had happened during my university years taught me a lot on how to ignore certain type of people.
I really need a break to reset my brain activities. I need to reset everything.
Next post please.
And meanwhile, my friend was like
Hahahaha😄😄😄😄😄😄
Last few weeks, I told her to watch One Night Sleepover Trip episode 1 until 3 since she's a VIP. I told her, you must watch them. Today she's watching first episode and she's in tears. I can hear her sobbing from my own cubicle here. Hahahahaha
By the way, I don't considered myself as an ARMY but I do following BTS. I thought to post something on Singularity. How can you not love V's voice???? *melting*
Lets move to the next post. Am done dealing with my rant here. Whatever lah.
Save me: Happy 7th Anniversary!!!
*long sigh*
I know, it's not a good thing to sigh.
I just can't help it.
See, I have works to complete by this week.
But then, it seems like I lost my motivation.
Or maybe because am lazy to get things done.
Or maybe, maybe, because I have this laid back attitude when it comes to things like these.
Things will not get done until few hours or few days before they need to be completed.
I don't know. I just don't know.
Can someone just save me from all of these?
My mom always complained on these before especially when I was in high school. I was just too laid-back and did not push myself that enough to strive for the best. I have the brain, but not the attitude. My attitude depends on how I see things. If I feel it's crucial to get it done, I will always work it on to meet the best end. If I see thing in a way that, it's not something important, it'll be like, I'll get it done later.
This attitude thing.
It's such a problem. For me.
You see, I keep on coming back to this post and update it. Ideas don't come just like that. Am bad at expressing it too. I looked at the date on my desktop, and guess what???
Tomorrow will be the 7th year of Appaz's Place. Huhuhuhu
It has been seven years since my first post on the 13th April 2011. Huhuhuhuhu
Seven years of on-and-off relationship with this blog.
I changed the title few times, I changed the link twice. The older link of this blog before this was www.appazsplace.blogspot.com. I deleted my old blog and the link (and lost the old statistics. Ahahaha. The numbers of visitors on the old link before this was pretty good than the latest link), and created a new one (www.mzappa.blogspot.com which is the one am using now).
And massive thanks to my university buddy, Deideian, for introducing me to this platform. I used to write diaries before. I mean, a lot of diaries. I had more than three, and every year I would always write a new one. Damnit. Those were the times...
Writing things digitally and doing it traditionally are just totally different.
Seriously.
I always have things running on my mind which I express better when I have them written down.
When typing, ideas running away, not want to be expressed here. If it's too personal, I don't put them here. Some things are better to keep in private. More safe.
And there are things better to be written down here.
Why? Since I have no ideas on who are the people that come across this page.
So, I just don't mind it at all.
I don't know you, and you don't know me.
That's how things work for me when ever I post something in this blog.
😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
For me, it's just good to put things up here. There are times where I just search up for my old posts and read them. It makes me like, owh, I was like that before, I didn't know that. And sometimes, it makes me like, I shouldn't repeat the same things ever again, I could be better.
It's like a personal journal where I can always reflect on my self.
It's nothing much here, honestly.
I don't do review, I don't do post that are useful to other people. It just that, I do this for me. Just for my own pleasure. To accommodate my free times, to fill up the emptiness whenever I feel so... I guess it's just a real definition of doing whatever I want to do, depending on my time, whenever I want, whenever I feel like doing it...
It's a SATISFACTION and also a HAPPINESS.
I know, it's not a good thing to sigh.
I just can't help it.
See, I have works to complete by this week.
But then, it seems like I lost my motivation.
Or maybe because am lazy to get things done.
Or maybe, maybe, because I have this laid back attitude when it comes to things like these.
Things will not get done until few hours or few days before they need to be completed.
I don't know. I just don't know.
Can someone just save me from all of these?
My mom always complained on these before especially when I was in high school. I was just too laid-back and did not push myself that enough to strive for the best. I have the brain, but not the attitude. My attitude depends on how I see things. If I feel it's crucial to get it done, I will always work it on to meet the best end. If I see thing in a way that, it's not something important, it'll be like, I'll get it done later.
This attitude thing.
It's such a problem. For me.
You see, I keep on coming back to this post and update it. Ideas don't come just like that. Am bad at expressing it too. I looked at the date on my desktop, and guess what???
Tomorrow will be the 7th year of Appaz's Place. Huhuhuhu
It has been seven years since my first post on the 13th April 2011. Huhuhuhuhu
Seven years of on-and-off relationship with this blog.
I changed the title few times, I changed the link twice. The older link of this blog before this was www.appazsplace.blogspot.com. I deleted my old blog and the link (and lost the old statistics. Ahahaha. The numbers of visitors on the old link before this was pretty good than the latest link), and created a new one (www.mzappa.blogspot.com which is the one am using now).
And massive thanks to my university buddy, Deideian, for introducing me to this platform. I used to write diaries before. I mean, a lot of diaries. I had more than three, and every year I would always write a new one. Damnit. Those were the times...
Writing things digitally and doing it traditionally are just totally different.
Seriously.
I always have things running on my mind which I express better when I have them written down.
When typing, ideas running away, not want to be expressed here. If it's too personal, I don't put them here. Some things are better to keep in private. More safe.
And there are things better to be written down here.
Why? Since I have no ideas on who are the people that come across this page.
So, I just don't mind it at all.
I don't know you, and you don't know me.
That's how things work for me when ever I post something in this blog.
😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
For me, it's just good to put things up here. There are times where I just search up for my old posts and read them. It makes me like, owh, I was like that before, I didn't know that. And sometimes, it makes me like, I shouldn't repeat the same things ever again, I could be better.
It's like a personal journal where I can always reflect on my self.
It's nothing much here, honestly.
I don't do review, I don't do post that are useful to other people. It just that, I do this for me. Just for my own pleasure. To accommodate my free times, to fill up the emptiness whenever I feel so... I guess it's just a real definition of doing whatever I want to do, depending on my time, whenever I want, whenever I feel like doing it...
It's a SATISFACTION and also a HAPPINESS.
Anyway, Happy 7th Anniversary, Appaz's Place!!!!
Such a lame, nerdy first post. And still the lame-ist until today.👆👆👆👆👆👆
*feeling meh*
Ambiguous
I have something to write..
It does not want to move...
Feeling stuck.
Ambiguous.
It fits well.
It does not want to move...
Feeling stuck.
Ambiguous.
It fits well.
I was once a student....
11 weeks more to go before end of semester.😅😅😅😅😅
I know right.... Keep on counting days, people.
What kind of motivation is this....😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏
I have no class on Friday this semester. My schedule this time a bit light.
I went through my Twitter media last week. And it came to me that I updated more photos and activities there than my Fb or here. I found my old photos. That 5-6 years ago photos.
Looking at those makes me miss to dance again. Or to be that slim again.😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
I know the "to be that slim again" thing is totally out of mind.
But seriously, although I was slim before this, I still felt that I was an overweight person. I have this issue with my weight since I was in school. It did and still affect my self esteem up until these days. And am constantly battling with it. No matter how many weights I lost, I still feel "big" and "heavy".
And whenever I scroll my old photos, I was like, "Owh, I never knew I was slim as that before. I never knew I was as small as that." Sort of things. During those times, I was like, am big, am heavy, am overweight, but the truth was I wasn't at all.
Sad, isn't it, when you are having a self esteem problem. To be honest, it makes me feel insecure. Sometimes. People would never expect this confession from me since my job covers it very well. My job pushes me to maximize. It does help me to be confident, but not that very confident.
Well, am still a human. Am not that perfect though.
I know right.... Keep on counting days, people.
What kind of motivation is this....😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏
I have no class on Friday this semester. My schedule this time a bit light.
I went through my Twitter media last week. And it came to me that I updated more photos and activities there than my Fb or here. I found my old photos. That 5-6 years ago photos.
Looking at those makes me miss to dance again. Or to be that slim again.😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
I know the "to be that slim again" thing is totally out of mind.
But seriously, although I was slim before this, I still felt that I was an overweight person. I have this issue with my weight since I was in school. It did and still affect my self esteem up until these days. And am constantly battling with it. No matter how many weights I lost, I still feel "big" and "heavy".
And whenever I scroll my old photos, I was like, "Owh, I never knew I was slim as that before. I never knew I was as small as that." Sort of things. During those times, I was like, am big, am heavy, am overweight, but the truth was I wasn't at all.
Sad, isn't it, when you are having a self esteem problem. To be honest, it makes me feel insecure. Sometimes. People would never expect this confession from me since my job covers it very well. My job pushes me to maximize. It does help me to be confident, but not that very confident.
Well, am still a human. Am not that perfect though.
I miss those friends. This was in 2012 when I was a teacher in an international school here in Kuching. Missing those moments. I didn't do contemporary. This was just a preparation for an event. We did traditional dance.
I remember when I attended the dance practice, the instructor observed me.
Since I told the instructor I didn't dance. And when we started practicing, he quickly caught me and saying, "You did dance before, didn't you?"
I was hesitated to confirm, but later I told him, yes.
See me in that yellow baju kurung. That was in 2006. And those times, I kept on saying am large, overweight, whereas I wasn't at all. How tricky the mind could be....
Looking at it now, am like, hhhmmmm😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒
I wasn't that active in dancing. I just did with purpose. From my school years, till university, till I work, I only dance for purpose. I didn't do it because I love it. I only did it when it requires me to.
To say am a dancer, that was not true at all. I have stage fright. One of the reasons why I didn't do dance seriously.
I joined a singing competition when I was in primary school. I was pushed by my teacher because she saw the potential in me. I could still remember I got dizzy when I focused my eyes towards the audiences. I managed to sing till the end. I won the first placed. I remember my uncle was so proud of me that he kept the medal like his own treasure.
I entered story telling competition at school, I got 4th placed because I stuttered half way. Felt like hell.
I was pushed by my teacher to enter oratory competition/ speech competition since my essay was chosen as the best one in the school. I knew this one girl from different school. She was my rival, for the competition. Everyone was talking about her. We became friends later after the competition. It was hard for her since she had not been challenged by anyone before this.
During the competition, I had no problem the first 10 minutes. And when I started to focused on the audiences and it made me panic. I was covered with sweat cold and felt dizzy. My sight got blurry, but I managed to stand still and delivered my speech. I won the first placed.
Thing got worst as the first placed got to represent the zone to the district level.
I had to represent our zone.
Even worst during the district competition. My stage fright ruined everything. I got panic. I mean, really panic that it just made me to stutter and I totally forgot my speech that I just tried to say everything that came into my mind. My speech was in a mess. Totally in a mess. All I could do was ended up my speech. Incompleted. My teacher was like, what happened.. Perhaps they won't understand if I told them. So, I just kept silent the whole time.
That was the worst during my primary school years.
The best part was Mathematics competition. All I had to do was sitting there and answer the test paper. I didn't have to deal with people/audiences.
I only dealt with paper.😃😃😃😃😃😃
I won the first placed for the zone level. From 30-50 students of different schools, I shone in the light.
God was being too good to me, I guess.
Am bad in dealing with people, but am totally good dealing with paper work.
I represented our zone to district level. I remember I went into the contest room twice. I managed to pass the first round out of hundred students. Went into the contest room to fight for the third place. I was aiming for the first place since they told us, whoever managed to secure the first place will get the chance to represent the country to the international competition in Jakarta, Indonesia. If and only we managed to pass the state level. It was fun. And I secured the third place. My teacher was happy. I was happy, and like always, my uncle was happy too. Hehehe
Sports? Only active in primary school. I did netball, badminton, volleyball. I was trained as a GS for the school netball team before. Then everything was crushed down since I had to move school into the rural area. Moved back to our village. From a small town into deep jungle. Where opportunities were very hard to find. But then, this rural school trained me for badminton. Still playing it till today whenever I have the chance.
*Saving the secondary school lives for next post*
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