RM Mono: Playlist *update*

I just finished listen to his latest playlist. I wouldn't want to called it mixtape since he crossed the word and replaced it with playlist. So.... I need time to listen to it before I can say something. For now, please listen and enjoy. Will come back soon. See ya!

Reminder: This is not a review and am not an ARMY. Just that I've been following their music for quite some time. And mixtape is something that you should not missed out when it comes to music. And I just noticed I never write anything on JHope's Hope World. I just randomly posted a bit on his mixtape on Twitter more than here. Will take time to do one too.

*I'm back*

I posted this in 2018, October and only came back here today. How many months?... Gosh. Seriously. I ditched this blog for few months because I lost my interest in writing. Talking about Mono playlist, am glad this one station radio plays tokyo on their station. *clap clap*

It's my favorite on Mono. As for Hope World, am constantly listening to it.
When I feel something deeper, I listen to Agust D. When I feel light and need something to cheer me up, I listen to Hope world. And when I need to calm myself, I listen to Mono. They are all doing well.

And with just 5 days left before BTS comeback, aigooo... I watched Persona trailer. I guess because I grew up in the 90's, hip hop is just something that always drawn me. Feel so close to it. Hopefully, the album #MAP_OF_THE_SOUL-PERSONA get a hit just like the Love Yourself series. Or maybe even better than before. It is something that all people around the globe is looking forward to.

Thank you *updated*

Thank you for all these. Really appreciate it.

Thank you, dear students...


Thank you, dear students...


Thank you to cousins for the small celebration. Celebrating my uncle and me. 
Happy birthday to uncle too!


When the nephew accidentally touched the cake. He went like uuaarrrrgghhhhhh


Crying

*updated*
Met my former classmates last weekend. Gosh. Thank you for all the food and cake. Huhuhu. So nice you people. Friends since we were 13 years old till today...
To the three of them, happy anniversary on your appointment as civil servants!!! Be good nurses and a good therapist, please. Hehehehe
Seriously, whenever I meet my friends, most of them are involve in the medical field. And I always be the odd one since am involve in the education field. 

Thank you for this! 
Saya belanja satu gambar. 
😉😉😉😉😉

And another surprised from our colleagues. Oh so sweet....
 Happy belated to Azie and me! We both born on the same month, different date and different year. *hug hug*
So, can wrap up October??? May all be blessed with more blessings and fortune!!!!

One fine evening

Took these when I was in the car yesterday....
This feeling....




Happy born day, MZ!

Dear Moon,

(Sorry for using this photo. I know you will not like it. But I want to make sure you have an original photo today without any editing. Hahahaha!)

Happy 32nd birthday to you!
And congratulation for you have made it to this year. I know things were rough for you back then. And it still seems rough too this year. When you keep on telling that you can't live but you can't die either make me worried. It felt broken inside. That's why I feel thankful for you have made it this far. Be strong. Please be grateful for you are still beautifully breathing here.
Always remind yourself to give your best. May the journey you taken now leads you to the place you are always dreaming of.
Be humble all the time.
Remind yourself no matter how hard your life right now, there are people out there who are struggling everyday in order to survive.
Take care of your health since you are in your three series now. Eat well, and please go for exercise too. Perhaps jogging. I know you feel somewhat disappointed when you did the weighing thing last weekend. Hahahaha. So ya, eat well, sleep well, live a healthy life.
Fulfill your commitment toward your job. You may have your own dream (owning a restaurant). Giving this is what you are trained for, I hope you give your best in the field you are involved right now. And at the same time, I hope you will find a way to make your dream come true. Everything you want to do, and everything that you have planned before, if God's will it, it will happen eventually.
I guess that's all I could penned down for you. It was a mess, but yeah, sincerely from me too.
I wish you well in your life.

Happy birthday once again, Moon.

~xoxo~
Dear Self.

Untitled 3

Didn't I tell you
To turn around and leave
To never look back and pretend we have never met
It may look sad but that's what you get
When you tear and let everything fell into pieces.

Untitled 2

Thousands words mean nothing
Floating in the air
Like rhythm accidentally composed
Without intention
Without decision

Untitled 1

It's raining
It's cold
Its sends shiver to my bones
Straight into my soul

BOY IN LUV for JUST ONE DAY

Errmmm. Yup. Hi. Again.

It's the last week of lecture weeks before exam starts this Saturday. Work? So far so good. Still have works to complete, but naaahhhh. I'm taking my time to spend here. Again. For the past few days, I was thinking of deleting this blog. But then, rasa sayang pulak.....

I just found out the two songs I kept on humming and sang for over the past years. I immediately added them into my playlist before I forget about it. And only today I realized the songs were by BTS. Gosh. Talking of not being an ARMY. I only know those songs and whenever I heard the songs before this, I just kept on singing and humming to them. And I would be like, whose songs are these... And never found the answer till two weeks ago. And only today I found out the title.

Boy in Luv and Just One Day. I only remember the song keep on saying say what you want say what you want and the other one, the music, the rhythm is just stucked in my brain for the past years. So whenever the song popped out, I humming to it smoothly. 😆😆😆😆😆

I went to this particular shop about two weeks ago, before Raya I think, they played both songs. So while I was looking for things to buy, I just kept on humming and singing along to the songs. And I was like whose songs are these.

And yesterday I watched this YouTube on BTS history, these two songs popped out, and I was like, owh, those songs! After all these years... After many many years humming to the songs...
Only yesterday I found out about it. 😌😌😌😌😌 When I first listened to Fire and Blood Sweat Tears, felt like I've heard these guys before. It was so good how music can bring you back to past memories... No wonder they sound familiar.

You know it's good if you know the songs but you never know the singer. Why I said this? Because you will keep on coming back to listen to the songs. And without watching the mv, you can actually enjoy more on the songs. Seriously. That's how I remember those two songs. Never watch the mv, never care who sing the songs. So whenever I heard the songs been played, automatically I humming and sing along to it. Same goes to whatever songs that I keep on repeat and listen to. I just prefer to listen without watching the mv.

OMG. Wats this? Talking on BTS. Hahahaha. Is this post dedicated to them? Nahhhhh. Just something I want to type on. If there should be any ARMYs come across this page, you guys stan the best group. Appreciate the group and keep on supporting them. And I really love how they use their fame and influence for doing project with UNICEF. It's totally a great move that every influential people should follow.

So these two will be on repeat. Hahahaha


Thank you

Thank you for the gift. I really appreciate it. Luckily it wasn't dark choc. 
😊😊😊😊😊😊😊


Without any regrets

I guess I slowly discover the old me. Day by day, bit by bit... Am taking my time to gain the old one and blend it into the new one...

Generally am just doing things I couldn't do before.

Am into arts since the last two years. Attending to at least one art exhibition would be totally nice. You think so? Music is always on my list. Am gonna go to at least one of my favorite one day.. Am saving the days and ka-ching to go to at least one Hyukoh's concert. Wouldn't it be good rockin' to their musics?

Hye, dear OhHyuk and the band Hyukoh, if any of you crossing this page, please kindly send me an invitation to your concert. 
😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
(Okayh, now you may humming the song Impossible. Hehehehe)

Few days ago, I received a Whatsapp text.
And the next thing I did, I tweeted this.
"When ur ex-boyfriend sent u a whatsapp wishing Happy Friendship Day... Stared at it for few mins... Not replying to it. Then deleted it. Past is past. I dun want to be friend. I dun want to have any commitments as a friend. Tats totally a burden to me. Let me live my own life."

I know you visit this page. I know you knew that this page is exist. If you come across to this post, I hope you understand this. 

Things aren't the same anymore. I changed. I've changed a lot. And I never wish to revisit any memories that we had before. You have you own life now. I've given you my blessing long long time ago since I was the one who broke our relationship. I guess that's why it's very easy for me. I left for good. And I left you in a good term. Without any issues. I appreciate everything we had before. Truly, you had been good to me. Never once you raised your voice towards me, never once you said bad things against me. There is just one more thing to be done. Please do not contact me anymore. For how much you still want to be there for me as a friend, I just can't do it. I don't want to be friend. I just want you to live your life without me being there.. As a friend. Although my number never change, please don't keep it anymore. Keeping it would always make you eager to contact me. 
Now you know why I never replied back to any of your messages. 
I just want to live my life without taking a long pause looking at the past. 

I hope you wish me well, just like how you did before and slowly disappear. 
And I wish you well too. 
Without any regrets.


Last week + end

Can I just sum up everything that happened last week and during weekend?

Been here after a long long time... How long? Years, I think. Went out for lunch with my colleagues last Friday to this place. The foods still the same. I was looking for chilled New York Cheese Cake, but they didn't have it on the menu. I guess, they ousted it already. I saw something like chocolate lava, but am not a big fan of chocolate. So, I passed. I had Cheesy Chicken Chop (grilled, I think). Didn't take any photos since yaaaa, I don't take photos that much. Only this. My vanilla milkshake. Quite good.

Big Elephant Cafe & Bistro

These books, I got them last Friday too. The students here held an event. Kids Crew carnival? Something like that. I just didn't remember. They sold secondhand books too. RM13 for both. Quite cheap. Besides they are still in good condition too. So I got these two. I already start on the Reading Lolita In Tehran last Sunday. Gonna keep them as am about to be busy this week till I clear everything on scoring my students' assignments. I have loads to complete.
So, dear books, please wait for me.
I'll come back to you once am done doing my formal work.


And this was taken when we were on our way to fetch my nephews at Pasir Pandak. I have few on my phone but I only upload one here. I uploaded one on my Twitter. I guess my Twitter always be the first one for me to update anything. Freak. Hahahaha. I just cannot get myself off my Twitter.

The Lamppost

It wasn't the lamppost that caught my attention. It was the blue sky. Just like what I have told before, I don't have the skill in capturing good photos. The one that I saved in my memory, my brain is greater than this. The color of the sky on that day was calming. The blue sky looked clear. The sun shine warmly. It felt warm and cool at the same time. And the cloud looked like a bunch of cotton. Soft cotton. They looked like cotton candy. 

With the clear blue sky, the warmness of the sunshine, the cotton candy clouds, how does it looks like if we add a soft pink color there? Or a light soft peach color to it? Can you imagine it?
It would look beautiful. It would look stunning.....

Are you smiling now while imagining all those?
Great.
Have a warm day to you. 

My Discover Weekly

If you want to feel what I feel today, listen to these.





Smile

Am working on my scoring now. But keep on stopping. Thought to type something. And yes, like usual, I don't really have things to type. They just accumulate inside my chest but they just don't want to show. They don't want to come out.

I post frequently on my Twitter. Not here, not on my Facebook. Am on Spotify too now.
My Discover Weekly for this week is just superb.
Seriously.

The songs are all *thumbs up*
They made me smile, can just feel like am smiling. Gosh. After such quite sometimes. It feels warm to smile. I guess I have a reason to smile now. I almost forgot the way to smile. Those songs make me smile today. Don't know why.

Have a blessed day to whomever cross this page! May you never forget the way to smile.


Reserved Seat

Since I don't read Hangul nor fully understand Korean, I think 24: How to find true love and happiness is the best among all Hyukoh albums. But still I have my own favorites. 😊😊😊😊😊
From 23, I love all the songs. But the most love one, all time favorite would be Reserved Seat. I don't know why but somehow I can just relate to the feel. It feels darker and heavy. It feels sad. Dunno how to describe. We have different ears, different tastes in music. This is just me. 

I got my album 24 last week or last two weeks. This time the vibe is slightly different than the previous one. I watched they performed Love Ya! live on YouTube. Good to see how the vocalist looking straight at the audience while performing the song. Before this, he just looked down a lot while singing. It's a positive progress for him. To convey the message behind the song, it just perfectly fit the title Love Ya! to look at the audience while singing the song. 

Aaaaa. Reserved Seat. You have to blast the song with earphones or headphones. And listen till the end. It just so so good. You'll know what I mean. Tell me how does that make you feel.
When you love music, language is not a barrier at all. The sense, the feel, the rhythm can just pull you into the song. If you know what I mean....

Recognition

This one by Lang Leav. Every time I read it, something feels so close. Close, yet so far. The unknown. How beautiful life can be....


Gotta love

I bought cds few weeks ago. With the intention of keeping them for collections. So until today, I haven't unpacked from their wrapping.

Sayang dowhhhh

So what I did, I went to spend my time listening to their songs on Spotify. Hahaha.

Cokot ehhhh

Gotta love things I did for now... Gotta love things that I do and things I will do. Gosh. I need to set my foot at Japan soon.
Really need to go there.
Without any particular reasons. I just want to go and breath the air. Childhood dream....

Aaaaaa. BlackBerry. I need to get myself one too. Seriously. This is so serious. I tell you.

Unboxing parcel

Thank you for the safely arrived parcel!






The wives

So cousin sent photos of his wife and the rest of other cousin's wife together with our auntie.
Aktiviti hujung minggu, katanya....

The hasil






Happy Wedding Day!

Congratulation!
Happy Wedding Day to our friends, Ghemilian and Sonita!

Both were my university friends.
And their wedding day also became our first mini reunion. Sonita and I had known each other since 2004. We attended the same school during our Form 6 and met again when we entered university. And I knew Ghemilian in university. Never thought the two will be together tho.
Hahahaha
That's life. You will never know what will happen next. Wishing the two have a great life together.

Goshhh. Met other friends as well. Been living in Kuching but still very hard to meet each other.

Now photos time!

Me and my foster sister. Haven't met her for a bout 6 months. Haven't get the chance to go home. Since we've been friends with Sonita, hence attended the same wedding.


Opps! Tuan Inspector Police! Bro-in-law


This girl haaaaa
We were in the same class for one year and a half.
Lower and Upper 6 Science 3. We were taking Biology.
Almost didn't recognize her. There was one schoolmate attended too. She knew me, but I just couldn't remember her name. 

Mini Reunion with the couple







And the friends
Good to see them although not all of them were here.
Glad to know that each of us have our own career.
Most of us involve in the education line.