Piece of Peace

7 days since am on leave..
This is all I can update now. Precious photo of myself. It's rare since I hate taking photo.
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Ok. Bye. It's 3.44am now. Need to zzzzzz

Life as an educator: Part 5 - When you being too random

When you tried to be serious, and they ended up being serious too....



But in the end you were the one who being ridiculous and being too random
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Life as an educator: Part 4 - Happy Teacher's Day!!

Happy Teacher's Day to all educators around the world!!!
And thank you to families and students for the wish. 
Hehehehe

Once a teacher, forever a teacher. 

But gosh, I still prefer the word educator than teacher.
Have to go now. Am in the midst of watching BTS Comeback Preview Show on VLive. 
Fake Love will be released today at 5pm (Malaysia time).




With this, happy holiday!!! I'll be on leave starting tomorrow until June 3rd, 2018. So, most probably am not going to update anything here. Meeennnnnnn, need to reset body and mind before start the new semester later in June. 
Adios!

The light

Thank you, dear student, for these key chains. I really appreciate it.
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The light. 
Took this while I was waiting for the food ordered.

Birthday season

Happy birthday, dear nephew!! Spiderman got from Taka by your ayah and ibu.
Just a simple celebration since it was a weekday. 

Second celebration yesterday. It was for uncle, auntie, brother in law and nephew. 4-in-1.
Happy birthday, everyone!!!

And got the cakes from Secret Recipe and Mita Cake House.

Fresh cream vanilla cake by Mita Cake House. Always loving this bakery. 

And White Choc Cheeze from Secret Recipe
We were looking for Choc Cheeze but out of stocked. 

Happy birthday, everyone! Have a good good life!

I got no feelings

Still got no feel to do typing. Wanted to write something but I left my notebook at home. So, I just write everything on my mind, for now.

Many things going on this week.
Few things I just don't get it.
I don't understand it. Or maybe am just being too ignorance.
The fact that I don't want to know something that isn't related to me.
But somehow it does. And it's affecting me too.
I wanted to type them out here but never mind.
I'll just keep them to myself.
All I can say, I have already meet few of the worst many many years before, so perhaps these are just minor.

This is May, and I dare to say that the way is getting rough for me. At least for me.
From family matters to personal matters to works... I don't know.

Dealing with human is totally a burden for me. It annoys me sometimes. I mean, most of the times. Especially when they did wrong but acting innocent. How rude that could be...
And me, not knowing anything feeling dragged by that. How crazy is that sound to you...
It doesn't make any sense too. When I came to know about it, I was like, really? When did that happen? How? Who involve? They really did that? Behind our back?  How surprised that could be... And me, I never expect it by the way. Just considered yourself lucky enough to meet me since I don't complain about people, and I still can jaga hati orang lain, can still jaga your air muka.
Seriously. Think before you act. That's why I just ignored and buat tak tahu jak.

Am I getting them out now? Telling everything that's in my mind right now? Owh, maybe. The things I observe now, I feel so like "Please get me out of here!". I need a break before come back again next semester. Seriously since what had happened during my university years taught me a lot on how to ignore certain type of people.

I really need a break to reset my brain activities. I need to reset everything.
Next post please.

And meanwhile, my friend was like

Hahahaha😄😄😄😄😄😄

Last few weeks, I told her to watch One Night Sleepover Trip episode 1 until 3 since she's a VIP. I told her, you must watch them. Today she's watching first episode and she's in tears. I can hear her sobbing from my own cubicle here. Hahahahaha
 By the way, I don't considered myself as an ARMY but I do following BTS. I thought to post something on Singularity. How can you not love V's voice???? *melting*
Lets move to the next post. Am done dealing with my rant here. Whatever lah. 

Foods be like

Weekend be like....

Weekday be like.....

Tomorrow is a voting day for Malaysians. And this week will be the last week of exam weeks. I still haven't apply for leaves. Need to clear all works before semester holiday. Hhhmmmmm...

Life as an educator: Part 3 - Do you know...

Do you know what are the things that make us the educator feeling sad? And disappointed?
One of the things is when you get caught cheating during exam. It marks as a failure in fulfilling our job as an eductor. Seriously.

Personally to me, when something like this happen, it feels like my world has been crushed down.

It feels like, what have I done wrong that triggers you to cheat during exam?

It makes us feel like a failure.

A failure to nurture you into a good person.
A failure to shape you into someone with responsibility.

It is a failure.

We may not say it to you, or even show you how disappointed we feel, but you never know..

When we get home, when we are alone, we tend to wonder why this happen. Is it really our fault or it is just the students themselves....

So for long am in this field, working in a higher institution, there was only one time one of my students got caught cheating during exam. I remember how I felt. Devastated. Disappointed. You name it. I kept on questioning myself for few days. Where did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this kind of attitude? I was there for 16 weeks and all I asked was for you to do your best in three hours time. And yet you gave me this. Hhhhmmmm

Yesterday one student got caught cheating in exam. Ironically the student said there were two other students who cheated as well. No names were given. They planned it together but only one got caught.

You see, 15 minutes before the exam starts is very crucial for you. You have to be at the exam room or hall for at least 20 minutes before the exam starts. Some people will say that, owh, why so traditional and so on. Hey, that 20 minutes we read to you the administrative order on the conduct of exam. We tell, instruct you, before we go and check on you one by one. When we say, please check if you bring any papers into the room, even blank papers, please put them away outside. How good is that... Hhhmmmm

From my own perspective, it's not only exam. Besides to measure your knowledge, to evaluate you, exam teaches you to be responsible in your own doing, to teach you to take responsibility in your own action, to teach you on how to discipline yourself. When people say, abolish exam, it's not relevant anymore, I feel like, huh?! Say whatever you want to say, but you have to look at the other side and think deeper before you say those things.

I had one student before. She did diploma in other college before she went to continue her degree at our institute. I still remember she said this.

When I first got here, I was surprised. Especially during exam. At my previous college, they were not strict during exam. We even cheated. Sometimes the invigilator just left us in the room without supervision. And there were times they just wrote down the answers on the white board for us to copy. 

I was like, are you serious? What's the point of having exam if you did that?

Dear students, if any of you come across this page, think before you do anything. Especially cheating during exam. We were all students once, so we know whatever tactics you try to use to cheat. We are not that stupid enough to let you risk your life to get caught for doing this. Just don't disappoint us. Just remember this, when you cheat, you are actually dragging down your own attitude as a person. Don't keep this kind of thinking, oh it's ok, this is my first time doing this, next time I will not do anymore. Just don't.