Countdown New Year 2018

I wasn't there at my hometown with families for new year.
Sad?
Nahhhh, not really.
I don't really celebrate new year. It's just an ordinary day just like other days.
Heart-ache? Oh yesssss of course. My cousin kept on sending pictures on our family group Whatsapp. They were like aaaarrgghhhh. Looked so joyous. Me felt so envied. It wasn't the celebration that I envied, just the feeling of being together, surrounded by family members.
That vibe that I love.
Ya, I know. Our family members are dominated by men rather than women. More boys than girls.
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂