BOY IN LUV for JUST ONE DAY

Errmmm. Yup. Hi. Again.

It's the last week of lecture weeks before exam starts this Saturday. Work? So far so good. Still have works to complete, but naaahhhh. I'm taking my time to spend here. Again. For the past few days, I was thinking of deleting this blog. But then, rasa sayang pulak.....

I just found out the two songs I kept on humming and sang for over the past years. I immediately added them into my playlist before I forget about it. And only today I realized the songs were by BTS. Gosh. Talking of not being an ARMY. I only know those songs and whenever I heard the songs before this, I just kept on singing and humming to them. And I would be like, whose songs are these... And never found the answer till two weeks ago. And only today I found out the title.

Boy in Luv and Just One Day. I only remember the song keep on saying say what you want say what you want and the other one, the music, the rhythm is just stucked in my brain for the past years. So whenever the song popped out, I humming to it smoothly. 😆😆😆😆😆

I went to this particular shop about two weeks ago, before Raya I think, they played both songs. So while I was looking for things to buy, I just kept on humming and singing along to the songs. And I was like whose songs are these.

And yesterday I watched this YouTube on BTS history, these two songs popped out, and I was like, owh, those songs! After all these years... After many many years humming to the songs...
Only yesterday I found out about it. 😌😌😌😌😌 When I first listened to Fire and Blood Sweat Tears, felt like I've heard these guys before. It was so good how music can bring you back to past memories... No wonder they sound familiar.

You know it's good if you know the songs but you never know the singer. Why I said this? Because you will keep on coming back to listen to the songs. And without watching the mv, you can actually enjoy more on the songs. Seriously. That's how I remember those two songs. Never watch the mv, never care who sing the songs. So whenever I heard the songs been played, automatically I humming and sing along to it. Same goes to whatever songs that I keep on repeat and listen to. I just prefer to listen without watching the mv.

OMG. Wats this? Talking on BTS. Hahahaha. Is this post dedicated to them? Nahhhhh. Just something I want to type on. If there should be any ARMYs come across this page, you guys stan the best group. Appreciate the group and keep on supporting them. And I really love how they use their fame and influence for doing project with UNICEF. It's totally a great move that every influential people should follow.

So these two will be on repeat. Hahahaha

Thank you

Thank you for the gift. I really appreciate it. Luckily it wasn't dark choc. 

😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

Without any regrets

I guess I slowly discover the old me. Day by day, bit by bit... Am taking my time to gain the old one and blend it into the new one...

Generally am just doing things I couldn't do before.

Am into arts since the last two years. Attending to at least one art exhibition would be totally nice. You think so? Music is always on my list. Am gonna go to at least one of my favorite one day.. Am saving the days and ka-ching to go to at least one Hyukoh's concert. Wouldn't it be good rockin' to their musics?

Hye, dear OhHyuk and the band Hyukoh, if any of you crossing this page, please kindly send me an invitation to your concert. 

😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

(Okayh, now you may humming the song Impossible. Hehehehe)

Few days ago, I received a Whatsapp text.

And the next thing I did, I tweeted this.

"When ur ex-boyfriend sent u a whatsapp wishing Happy Friendship Day... Stared at it for few mins... Not replying to it. Then deleted it. Past is past. I dun want to be friend. I dun want to have any commitments as a friend. Tats totally a burden to me. Let me live my own life."

I know you visit this page. I know you knew that this page is exist. If you come across to this post, I hope you understand this. 

Things aren't the same anymore. I changed. I've changed a lot. And I never wish to revisit any memories that we had before. You have you own life now. I've given you my blessing long long time ago since I was the one who broke our relationship. I guess that's why it's very easy for me. I left for good. And I left you in a good term. Without any issues. I appreciate everything we had before. Truly, you had been good to me. Never once you raised your voice towards me, never once you said bad things against me. There is just one more thing to be done. Please do not contact me anymore. For how much you still want to be there for me as a friend, I just can't do it. I don't want to be friend. I just want you to live your life without me being there.. As a friend. Although my number never change, please don't keep it anymore. Keeping it would always make you eager to contact me. 

Now you know why I never replied back to any of your messages. 

I just want to live my life without taking a long pause looking at the past. 

I hope you wish me well, just like how you did before and slowly disappear. 

And I wish you well too. 

Without any regrets.

Last week + end

Can I just sum up everything that happened last week and during weekend?

Been here after a long long time... How long? Years, I think. Went out for lunch with my colleagues last Friday to this place. The foods still the same. I was looking for chilled New York Cheese Cake, but they didn't have it on the menu. I guess, they ousted it already. I saw something like chocolate lava, but am not a big fan of chocolate. So, I passed. I had Cheesy Chicken Chop (grilled, I think). Didn't take any photos since yaaaa, I don't take photos that much. Only this. My vanilla milkshake. Quite good.

Big Elephant Cafe & Bistro

These books, I got them last Friday too. The students here held an event. Kids Crew carnival? Something like that. I just didn't remember. They sold secondhand books too. RM13 for both. Quite cheap. Besides they are still in good condition too. So I got these two. I already start on the Reading Lolita In Tehran last Sunday. Gonna keep them as am about to be busy this week till I clear everything on scoring my students' assignments. I have loads to complete.
So, dear books, please wait for me.
I'll come back to you once am done doing my formal work.

And this was taken when we were on our way to fetch my nephews at Pasir Pandak. I have few on my phone but I only upload one here. I uploaded one on my Twitter. I guess my Twitter always be the first one for me to update anything. Freak. Hahahaha. I just cannot get myself off my Twitter.

The Lamppost

It wasn't the lamppost that caught my attention. It was the blue sky. Just like what I have told before, I don't have the skill in capturing good photos. The one that I saved in my memory, my brain is greater than this. The color of the sky on that day was calming. The blue sky looked clear. The sun shine warmly. It felt warm and cool at the same time. And the cloud looked like a bunch of cotton. Soft cotton. They looked like cotton candy. 

With the clear blue sky, the warmness of the sunshine, the cotton candy clouds, how does it looks like if we add a soft pink color there? Or a light soft peach color to it? Can you imagine it?

It would look beautiful. It would look stunning.....

Are you smiling now while imagining all those?

Great.

Have a warm day to you. 

My Discover Weekly

If you want to feel what I feel today, listen to these.

Smile

Am working on my scoring now. But keep on stopping. Thought to type something. And yes, like usual, I don't really have things to type. They just accumulate inside my chest but they just don't want to show. They don't want to come out.

I post frequently on my Twitter. Not here, not on my Facebook. Am on Spotify too now.
My Discover Weekly for this week is just superb.
Seriously.

The songs are all *thumbs up*
They made me smile, can just feel like am smiling. Gosh. After such quite sometimes. It feels warm to smile. I guess I have a reason to smile now. I almost forgot the way to smile. Those songs make me smile today. Don't know why.

Have a blessed day to whomever cross this page! May you never forget the way to smile.