~ Painful Sunday ~

Last week, I didn't go to church, I think.. I couldn't remember.. This week also the same.. Yesterday woke up a bit late.. Tired, I guess.. Pay back those weekdays sleep.. Hehehehe.. Then at 2 pm something went to my friend's house..Haaaaaaaaaa!! Guess what???! I GOT MYSELF A TATTOO!!!!! Hahahahaha!!! Nice design.. Can't take my eyes off it everytime I  look into the mirror.. It's tattooed just below my back right-shoulder.. Hmmmm.. But now still bear with the pain.. Yesterday during the progress, it didn't feel painful.. Just last night, it was bleeding a bit with those clear blood...Couldn't sleep well last night.. Have to be very careful with my sleeping position.. And have to be very careful with my diet too.. At least for a week.. It needs intensive care for this whole week.. Huhuhuhu... A bit fussy to take care of it, but what to do.. 

Regret??? So far, not at all as I thought of doing it since in high school.. Hehehehe.. At least I have one, just for a "token" for myself... Don't have the intention to show it to people actually.. I'm doing it just for myself....

 And I feel just GREAT!! (^_^)

Pictures??? I only took three or four pictures of it.. Will be updating this post again maybe tomorrow or the next day after tomorrow..

* Brilliant idea *

Start this post with a laugh!!! Hahahahahahaha!!! Enough..hehehe..Remember when there was this one girl proposed Justin Bieber on Youtube through her vid? Justin said YES to her..OMG!!! Then yesterday Davina G. gave me the same idea..hahahaha..Who is the guy?? Of course la Diego Michiels..OMG!!! What a big fan of him I am..hehehe..Gonna think of a plan just to get him adds me on his FB friends list..hihihihi

DIEGO MICHIELS

See..hehehehe..Cute,ha??? He plays well also in football, of course, because he is a football player.. Love his haircuts and his hair style very much...:)

....Quiet....

Including today, it's already two days I didn't answer or reply any messages..Feeling so empty, even don't know how to reply messages and what to talk if someone's calling..So, like usual, I don't reply and I don't answer..Unless if it's related to work, then I'll respond..Bad, huh???..hehehe...What to do..This is just me, being the real me.....I will reply if I want to..and I will only answer if I like to talk...

WORK TODAY: I feel sleepy..really wish I was at home right now...sleeping...I guess the medicine that I took last nite made me feel a bit tired and weak...Too bad for me..Not feeling healthy at all..Blood problem, I guess...should have gone to hospital for medical check-up, but didn't go..Don't feel like to go...Should get some sleep later after reach home..

LIFE: I'm hoping that there will be a good news this weekend..this is the only hope..crossing-finger for this one..Amen. Everything goes well so far..hope everything will turn out well next year too...Why I feel so numb since the last two days?....Don't know why....

Just to spice up my day, listening to this song...Making me smile..at least I SMILE than nothing at all....Have good day!

He is truly "SOMETHING"

Who is he?? Who else??? The MAMAK laaaaaaaaa!!!!! Hahahaha..Last nite was loafing at Islamic Cafe at Kota Sentosa...shortly after arrived at the cafe, the waiter welcomed us..

Very warrrrmmmmm welcome laaaahhhh dengan ayat power yang pertama,

 " Ya duduk duduk..Dalam boleh, luar pun boleh.."...

Wahhhhhh, we already tersenyum senyum...Gave the waiter a niceeeeeeeee smile :) They took our orders..bla bla bla..looking at the cook, terus

Susie kata," OMG! He's back after3 months holiday!"..

Maureen," Macam mana kakak tau dia bercuti??"..

Me also,"Hah???Tau tau jer orang bercuti 3 bulan.."

Looking around then we realized why many middle age people loafing at the mamak today?? Where were those youngsters??? Hahahaha...Makin ramai orang datang, makin kerap lah we people heard the waiters kept on saying the ayat power,"DALAM BOLEH, LUAR PUN BOLEH!:) "...hahahaaaaa... Not bad, good promo,actually...Besides, we also mengajuk the waiter..So whenever customers came, kami orang pun apalagi, "DALAM BOLEH, LUAR PUN BOLEH!"...Tak sakit hati ke mamak tu??Hahahaaa..They also senyum senyum listened to us..Jangan marah,Mamak..Main-main saja..Sambil makan, sambil ketawa..apa punya orang laaaaaaaaa....

Syok syok makan, terdengar pula si Tukang Masak asked his customer, 

"MAU TAPAU ATAU BUNGKUS?"

(The three of us terus diam..mula senyum, tahan senyum dengar soalan mamak itu)

The customer, with his blurry face and that controversial question, thinking silently then after one to two minutes, he answered,

"TAPAU.."

Apalagi kami tiga, terus laughing..Alamakkkk!!!! Apa ke bodohnya he answered that Mamak...Kahkahkahkah!!! (By the way, Tapau and bungkus is the same thing..it means "Take Away"..One in Malay,one in Chinese..)

The whole nite we were joking about it..Tapau atau bungkus???? That mamak is really "SOMETHING"!!! Amai belik laki nyak di kemelik oleh si Mamak nyak..Mamak nyak nyu rising rising jak gamal ya ninga laki nyak nyaut soalan power si Mamak....

When things are going well for you.....and it's all about BOOKS.

When things are going well for you, be GLAD and when trouble comes, just REMEMBER: " GOD SENDS BOTH HAPPINESS AND TROUBLE, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT..."

Nice, ha...I still keep this on my phone..Whenever I feel sad, I just read it over and over again..and it made me smile again..:) I'm currently on the book "Rich Dad, Poor Dad"..very classic Bestseller of all time, isn't it..I remember my Physics teacher, Mr.Phang, kept on telling us to read that book when I was in Form 4..Sangat top lah that book during the time ( I was head over heel with Charles Dickens' books during this time)..hehehe..but I never bother to read it until last Saturday..found the book at my friend's cousin's house..Then asked to borrow..hehehe... So far, the book is interesting...and that Kim by Rudyard Kipling, I haven't finish reading it..Terpaksa bah I read that book because of Pandu Puteri..Adoiii!!! I read all the books by Enid Blyton..The best ever, I guess...Hahaha..budak-budak,bah...ngeeeeeeeee :)

See these series by Enid Blyton that I've read, I've completed some series, some not yet:

1.The Naughtiest Girls series

2.The Five Find-Outers

3.The Adventure series

4.The Young Adventures series

5.Five Run Away Together
6.The Famous Five series........

Among those, I've completed the no.6 because the library have all the books for the series..Yeaaahhhh!!! Hahaha!!! Love it the most! The no.3, not completed..sad...huhuhu..I've completed the no.1 too..hehehe..the best Girl's stories ever, I guess..hehehe

I've read all those Nancy Drew too..written by many artistes but the series still among the best..I don't watch the movie because the books are more interesting...The Hardy Boys too..Eeeeeee...I really really love them all..huhuhu...I like Emily Dickinson, her poems..but the problem with her poems is that they are mostly about death..Hah???!!! Seriously, mostly about death..Besides they only found her writings after her death..sangat ironic kannnnnnnn...

By the way, for all my life, the most best writing still goes to Charles Dickens...Yeahhh!!!! Love him very much!

I need time and space

Today feel a bit sleepy..dunno why lately so easily get allergy to food especially seafood...due to the weather, I guess..and sensitive skin..and it's just there in the blood too..pity me..guess need to get an injection this week..haven't get any of it this year...last night went to MBO to watch Ombak Rindu..light story board, sad, happily ever after (not really because the sequel will be out soon..)... I cried in the cinema...turned left, turned right, looked back, looked front, everyone was crying..hahahaha..me too, but since I saw people cried, I felt funny and started to laugh..hihihihi..how come???? hehehehe....nevermind, but for the movie, two thumbs up..guess will be going again somewhere in this week to watch it again..ngggeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Today working..I need to go to the bank to open up new saving account with new bank because my new workplace requires me to do so..probably will go tomorrow..Me??? I need time to be alone and I need some space..Don't burden me with the question such as "I like u and love u..can u be my girlfriend" and so whatever.. I just don't want to attach and have commitment with people..I just feel so comfortable now..Just don't ruin everything.. This time I'll be a bit selfish toward myself.. I just don't want to take care of people..I want to take care of myself...There will come the time where I can say yes but the case is that I still haven't meet the right one..For now, it will just be me, myself, my work and my friends only..Oh,yaaaaa!! My family too...

Me, myself and I...my Heart vs. my Brain

Kahkahkahkah!!! This happen most of the time... How to avoid it???..Sik dapat nak...huhuhuhu...boring boring cam tok, post jak lah apa apa kat blog tok...daripada otak ku sik berfikir, bagus polah benda cam tok..tapi ada juak masalahnya..dah sign in kelak, sik juak tauk apa nak ditaip..ngok na juak!!! Hahahaha...

Me, myself and I...my Heart vs. my Brain 5

Facts:

1. I dunno how to eat using chopstick.. seriously say this one.. hahahahaha!!! I did try to use and learn it at home, but so keruk (keruk means keras)... Nak juga cuba guna, but I just cannot laaaaaaaahhhhhh... So, everytime at kedai, kalau nak makan mi, awal-awal me pesan to the tauke, "Beri saya fork and spoon nanti,ok!hehehe.."

2. Manglish!!! I can't get rid of the words like "lah", "ha", "ho", "kan", "leh", "bah",..what else???? I can control the usage of those words when I speak, but if I write or sms, I just can't lah... Feel like something is missing if don't add those words...(^_^)~~~

3. When I say I hate you, sometimes I really mean it...not sometimes, but most of the times... If I don't like something, I just don't like it... Unless something happens that can change my view on seeing and knowing the things... keras hati betulllll.. same thing when I say I feel empty... kepala batu...

4. At this moment, this very moment when I type here, I'm at work..nothing to do,bahhhhh... Feeling so sleepy..teringin jak hati eksen eksen tumbang, pas ya terus tido..hahahaha!!! Good idea to practic at home, but not at work... Please laaaaaa........

5. My heart wants to tell many things but my brain just does not want to cooperate.. My brain says,"Tired lah to compose all the sentences and words.. You think easy,haaaa???"
My heart replies,"Please laaaaaaa...."
My brain says,"Taik ko tok...huh..."
There goes the two.... Sikda juak hasil benda nak ditaip...

6. My heart wants to listen to ballad songs, but my brain keeps on singing that Neon Trees - Your Surrender....

Before I mencarut entah apa apa, baik I log out....