The things I did and doing today and now

1. Browsing YouTube. Finding good karaoke songs. Silently karaoke. (Trying to learn Amy Winehouse's songs)

2. Scrolling down my Twitter and Facebook. I get bored with technologies lately.

3. Hunting for wedding cake for my cousin's wedding reception this coming 27th December 2014.

4. Checking my BBM, WeChat and Whatsapp.

5. Oh, ya. Checking my official email that am using for work. Apparently, the system has problem since morning. Can't log in.

6. Emotionally not stable. I don't feel good at all. As if something is going to happen. I always get this feeling when something bad is going to happen. Dear Lord, keep us safe. Amen.

 7. I guess I've said this before. I want to shut down this blog since I don't have time to update and am running ideas since this year. My housemate wanted to take over this domain and this blog, but I refused to hand over to him. Maybe I'll hand over it to him soon.

8. I'll be tutoring Kevin in Maths next week.  Still trying to figure out what are the most effective ways to tutor him. 

I didn't.. I stop. I quit?.. Because.....

I don't mind sharing few things as long as it brings positive impacts to certain people. At least that's what I think.. I think so. I hope so. Hopefully. Let's reveal out as many things as I could here.

1. I didn't go to clubs or bars since early this year 2014. Since the car accident I had in December 2013. I quit going to the clubs and bars. I stop. Because second chance to live this life would never come back again if God takes it away from me. So, I start to appreciate my life in a positive way. I think, God is being too good to me. Love Him. I lived my life in a pretty bad ways, just like other rebellious teenagers in 2010-2012. I guess two years were far enough for me to discover myself.

2. I didn't smoke drugs and cigarettes. Let's say, I did smoke before then I stop. It was more to "I TRIED TO SMOKE BEFORE". I quit when I didn't even start. Because I always imagine myself having my own family with children.. You know, one day I'll get married, have my own kids, all that stuffs.. And I realized that smoking would totally ruined everything if I don't quit. See, if only you understand.

3. I didn't drink alcohols. I mean, beers, vodkas and what-so-ever you called them. I stop and I quit. Before, yes. I even got drunk by the roadside after went back from the club with my friends. Pretty bad, huh. Maybe not for TUAK.. I still drink that, but only on special occasions. Because...... Look at the reason on No.2 statement. Thank you.

4. What else? Will be back once I figure it out.

Boleh sik kamek post guna bahasa Sarawak?...

Gosshhh.. Campor jak kak tok.. hari tok second day nemiak cuti semester. Kamek orang apa lagi, berpartayyyy di opis. Bukan parti apapun. Parti sikda molah apa apa keja. Ya jak pun. Hahaha. Ada keja sebenarnya. Fail fail lom gik update, lom gik polah. Jumaat tok kelak start orang ngecheck fail. Tok kelak, iboh heran nangga tang ada jak kamek pakey word "ko" "aku" coz kamek sik biasa guna word "kitak" "kamek". Jarang sekali. Melainkan mun kamek berbahasa ngan orang nak kamek hormat macam orang tua. Mun ngan dak adik beradik, kazen mazen apa suma, "ko" "aku" jak. Pa nak padah sitok hooooo. Boring sebenarnya. Lom ada mood mok polah keja. Jumaat tok cuti kamek, 29/8 sampey 3/9.. Kakya the next daay ya keja balit. The next week 8/9 sampey 10/8 cuti agik. Best sik cuti macam ya.. Tengah makan karipap tapi rasa intinya kedak rasa sayur rebung digoreng ngan belacan. Nang sebarang jak molah inti. 

Bahlah. Mun ada apa nak kamek mok taip, kelak sambung gik. Nak nganok orang dalam tok pun kamek berjaga jaga. Takut ada stalker. Hahahaha

Me, chess and World Cup 2014.. And Argentina

How to start and what to tell here...

I know, I love football (Saya declared yang saya sedar semasa beri statement nie..) Some people found it a bit eerrrrrr, you know, girls love football thing's thing.. Yaaa, if you know what I mean. I played football during my primary school. With the boys, of course. Surprise?? Owh, well. Please hide that "Really?" surprised face. It's common here, in Sarawak. Besides, there were many boys than girls at our barrack during that time. 

By the way, I spent my entire childhood at a police barrack here in Bukit Pego, Tebedu, Sarawak. Wonder where is that place. Google it. Wishing you a good luck if you can find it on Google. Primary school taught me a lot of things on sports. I played football, I fought with the boys because of football, I played volleyball, badminton, and the last one was netball. Ya ya ya.. Amazing but I quit sports after I entered secondary school. Spent more time on academic and uniform unit. As we live not far from the Malaysian-Indonesian boarder and football was the most played game at that time, so ya, I just love it. And I started to know Argentina in 1994. Of course I don't remember anything on the team as I was only 8 years old on that year. I was attracted to the flag. Beautiful and amazing for an 8 years old girl. I remember people asking me why do you like Argentina, I just told them, "I like the flag. It's blue. Beautiful." 

My mom bought me books and trained me to read. I read maps, encyclopedia and everythings. from fairy tales books to all those science books to history.. Saya penghuni setia school library and also Tebedu public library. Thank God for that. And ya, I admit, I had problem speaking Malay at that time, and I didn't even know how to speak in Iban or Bidayuh. And people mocking me for speaking English at that time. Those were the times... Family thing, you know. English matters. But I lost the skills now in English. Feels comfortable speaking in Malay, Malay Sarawak, and Iban and Bidayuh. I wasn't born to retain that language on my tongue. So during that 1994 I was just supporting Argentina because of their flag. I didn't know the rules and whatever things related to football. 

In 1998, then it became serious. Offside, fouls, red cards, yellow cards, dribbles.. I started to learn all these terms. Quite interesting. Since then, my support for Argentina never fades. I don't mind whenever they didn't get to the final. Waiting waiting waiting... (Boleh buat isteri nieee... Setia hujung nyawa. LoL) Until secondary school, I still remember my friend supported Germany and me still Argentina. Loafing at the cafe with my cousin and her friends just to watch football. Asal Argentina main, conform saya lepak kat kedai dengan my cousin. Best sik??? I lepak just because of sports. Oh, family?.. They couldn't do anything about that. I was banned from watching football when I was 11 years old, and the banned just lasted for a week, they allowed me to watch after that. Muahahahaha! Why the family banned me?? Owh-ohhh, I cursed a lot because of football. Swear words. I don't remember how I learn those bad words. *sigh* And today, this morning, I couldn't believe myself watching Argentina playing in the final. Classic, haaaa... Waited for long long time and then you got the chance to watch it.. Hati saya berbunga bunga.. Keadaannya seperti negara Korea dan Jepun mengalami musim bunga. 

And this year too, I never missed not even one of their games. Ada delayed, tengok delayed. Ada live, berjaga jadi burung hantu. I just don't mind. I know, I don't want to miss anything ( Should have go for a karaoke this weekend and sing that Aerosmith song). And today, Argentina lost to Germany in extra time 1-0. Frozen. And somehow you can just hear someone humming the song "Let it go" from the movie Frozen. Kecewa? Hurt? Yes, of course. Gilalah if you say you don't feel anything. How to heal the pain? Just let it be. Just say this, "It's good enough to be in the final after 24 years. At least we didn't screw in this World Cup 2014." Tapi, urrrgghhhhhhh!!!! For now, football is a sensitive issue. So, let's not talk about it. I'm going to miss Sabella and his team. For whatever reasons, my support will never fade away. Argentina always in my heart and it never change. So, first runner up pun boleh tahan juga kannnn.. Admit it. You feel very proud of it. Vamos Argentina! (So now, can you take me for a holiday to Argentina? Buy me two ways tickets, provide accommodations for me to stay, and let me go alone. Backpacker! Hahahaha!! (^_^)

And thank you to fans. Met few people who support the same team on Twitter. Vamos Argentina! To Mr.Sivan who keeps on giving updates on the team. Looking forward for World Cup 2018. (^_^)

Last Saturday, our college organized inter-games competition. They put me under Sudoku for the staff team. I hate Sudoku. I know I did Mathematics for my majoring (degree) but that doesn't make me soooooo into that game. And at the very last minute they put me on chess. Yeeaayyyy!!! I don't play chess except for online chess. And I learned it all by myself without anyone teach me on how to play the game. Computer helped me. I started to play when I was 18 years old. That means, 10 years ago. Aigoooo. I'll be 28 years old this coming October. Heeehhhuuuuuuuu

And I don't play chess since 6 years ago, and I managed to secure silver medal for that. Hahahaha!! Just like Argentina, isn't it? What a coincidence... The day before the World Cup final... Apa-apapun, here are some photos to share with you. Off for now. This is the longest entry I have ever done in my life. You don't have to read if you don't feel like to read. Besides, this is just a medium for me to do whatever I want to do. Gila laahhhhh! (@_@)

This was what given to me this morning

Thank you for the photo. Macam hebat jak.. Macam terer jak.. Last last disastrous.. Heeehuuuuuu

And last.. Taaddaaaaa! Congratulation for bringing Argentina to the final. Vamos Argentina! This photo was taken from Twitter: Vamos Argentina. Perfect picture for memory.

 So, apa-apa yang kitak orang baca sitok, iboh ambil hati. Kamek pun sikda juak nak suruh kitak orang baca or singgah di blog kamek tok. Lagikpun, blog saya tok saya set up pun hanya untuk suka-suka jak. Saja jak mok menaip mun saya rasa dirik saya terlebeh pandey or terlebeh boring. Read at your risk lah! (@_@)

Waiting time

Today is my second day of back to work thing. Bored to death, I guess. Got nothing to do. Thinking of typing something, but nothing. Don't know what else to do.

Short trip with family

I feel lazy to compose any sentences today. So, I just gonna upload all the WeFie that we had on our trip.
 Date: 8th May until 11th May 2014
Route: Kuching, Sarawak to Kuala Lumpur to Langkawi Island to Kuala Lumpur and finally back to Kuching.

Me and cuzie

 

Love that scenery

 

That two haaaaa, gangguan gambar.. Hehehe

 

The cousinhood

 The cousinhood + the uncle + the nephew who was not in a good mode

It's always me and cuzie

 

 

Cuzie and my mom

 

Many pictures but kinda lazy to upload. Besides I'm working now. Stalking few Facebook. Hahahaha. Great!

I don't feel good at all

I was in totally a good mood this morning until I got a bit upset with few of my students. Ya... It was our presentation day. I was hoping they were on the same momentum like last week, and  improved a bit this week. But less than 5 persons just blew it off. 

Aishhhhh..... 

Wonder why they did not take this chance to participate.... And a bit upset with those who did not turn up to class since last week. Don't feel sorry for me, but feel sorry for them. They did miss a load of things. And I don't think I want to repeat the same thing that I have said in this week. 

Helping too much when they do not show that they want to be helped will always make you feel helpless and hopeless......

I could sense my mood just turned over when I could feel that I smile when actually I didn't smile. I don't mind on being helpful as I am not the one who will sit for the exam or what you called it, "study"?. I have already passed my years. 

I still remember being a student, a bad-good Christian, a drinker, a party-people while I was studying. And during those 3 years, I still know my top priority. What a lucky sense of being human being that I have.

Don't be good to me, but please be good to yourself.

So, don't ever quit... regardless of how hard it is.....

"... And the worse part is, no one knows I am even close to drowning....."

Don't talk and assume on everything I owned, I have, I went through on my life... Wait till you walk into my shoes..... Then you will understand. The happiness are gained through hardness. The difficulties are given by my Creator to test me and my faith. To maintain all of them requires pretty hard works. And am still working on it..... So, don't ever give up. Rest if you must, but don't ever quit.....

F.A.C.E.B.O.O.K.

I thought to deactivate my Facebook but I can't because of my work. I still need it to communicate with the students. Am sick of Facebook. Full of craps there. 

Today is Monday. And I was on one-day holiday last Friday. I fell sick. And today also I don't feel good because of sore-throat.  I want to type something but I have nothing to say.Loads of work to do, to complete but it seems that I just can't find my track.

17th March 2014

I know, it's Monday...

 Again. I feel as if I'm getting not enough sleep. Not enough rest. Yesterday a bit busy.. Looking for my certificate file. I could not remember the last place of the file. So together with my uncle, my auntie, and cousin, we search for the file but found nothing. Where could that file be? It's my life. Misplace important stuff. 

Weekend was great too. The Crocs won over The Lions, and The Reds won over The Devils. It was SUPERB!!!

Next week will be our college mid-sem break. I"m planning to take leaves on the 26th until 28th. Can't wait for it. Hopefully I'm not going to fall sick during this time holidays.

And this journal of mine... is my escaped room....

Read me.

Obviously I'm feeling bored right now. Just came back from the pantry. Good to see they have hot drinks (tea and coffee) for our high-tea time. I chose tea. I had coffee this morning, before that a cup of tea at home. And I'm on "no-meat" day because it's Wednesday. Trying to keep my Wednesdays and Fridays as a "no-meat" day for this whole Lenten.

I had the idea to post my friend's short video that he sent to me yesterday. The video made me laughed. Funny! Seriously funny. :D

I didn't feel good yesterday, so at least that video made me smile and laughed. That head shake trademark did look funny to me. Since he took the video while he was on his uniform because he was on his way to work, I could not upload it here. I thought to upload it before. Aishhhhh

And my friend said, "Sot. Jangann... Ku pake baju keja ya. Lak orang nangga lam blog ko, ambik letak lam YouTube then T**M nangga, mati aku kena lak. Silap silap boleh kena buang keja."

And I was like, "Hahaha. Kesian. Sik jadilah upload."

There goes the story. 

The END.

P/s: MESTI TIME KO AMBIK VIDEO YA, KO TENGAH EXCITED GILERRR KANNNN... SEBAB YA LAH AKU NANGGA PUN BOLEH KETAWA COZ NAMPAK LUCU... :)

I know I have many friends yang giler-giler. Very sporting friends. Sometimes you just don't know what they can do to you, for you. And I'm blessed to have those kind of friends that really cheer me up during my dull-days. Unexpected messages, WeChat, Whatsapp, BBM.. Love my friends. <3

Aaaarrrgghhhh, the tea doesn't taste like tea. But anyway, thank you for making the drinks. I consumed much on caffeine.

3rd Day~~10th March 2014

As a Malaysian, and in fact all Malaysian, and perhaps the people around the globe feel sad with the missing of MH370. I myself couldn't get good sleep for the past three days. Where are they? How are their conditions? How and what did happen? It all came into the mind. And people, please respect the families of those who involved in the missing plane. 

DO NOT SPREAD RUMORS, DO NOT SPECULATE, DO NOT COME UP WITH YOUR OWN THEORIES. ANY THEORIES THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR MIND NOW, PLEASE KEEP THEM TO YOURSELF. ANY POLITICAL ISSUES, BLAMING ANY SIDES OR WHATEVER IT IS, KEEP THEM TO YOURSELF. IT IS NOT A RIGHT TIME TO TALK ALL THAT STUFF.

Offer your prayer as you know that God is always good all the time. And all the time, God is good. Those who come and ask for His guidance, He will fulfill it. Have faith and be strong. We want them to be found. ~XOXO~

5th March 2014~~The beginning of Lenten Season

Yesterday was one of the biggest event in the Catholic calendar. And after being loyal attending Ash Wednesday mass for several years, I missed it yesterday. I know, and realized it's now Lenten, entering the season, there will be more challenges waiting ahead of us. Mine started yesterday. But keep on thanking God, it helps to calm me a lot. I was fasting bread and water yesterday. A bit hard but I guess am getting better. I broke my fast around 8pm yesterday. Hopefully it will be a smooth 40 days journey. 

Have a blessed journey to the cross.

Monday~~~

I don't have ideas what's inside my heart. I just can't describe and I can't answer the question "How do you feel today?". Damn it. I guess, today is not a good day for me. I'm having this mood swing. Nothing seems to be smooth today. Hopefully later, it will get better. I just can't go on this mood for the whole day. Yesterday was a misery, for me. I just didn't like it. And Ash Wednesday is coming soon, this Wednesday, 5th March 2014. I still have no resolutions. I may have, but I will not say it. Hopefully my Lent season will go smooth this time.

And guess what, I have another two extra subjects to teach. I don't say I hate it, but it means that extra works. And I don't despise extra works, but I just don't favor it.

Okayh! I finished my class wayyyy toooo early today. Supposed I finished at 5pm, but it's not even 4pm yet. Goshhhh! Reading subject. Next week will start with unofficial micro-teaching so that they learn how to teach in the classroom. 

One brand new week

It's official for me to start the week. I guess life would be so much routine after this, starting from this week. Great! Awesome! And not so awesome too.

Understood?? 

Total LOSS

If you asked me what is total loss mean, I just could not give you the answer. Just got news form my panel workshop. My car is total loss. And they cannot repair it back. The insurance will pay me. Then when I did the calculation, I'm the one who is having this total loss. I still need to pay the car that I don't even owned.

Oh gosh... I just could not think anything. Can I just kneel down and cry? Then I will get back and stand again.

Private Conversation: Me and one of my best buddies. Apparently this is why we are best buddies until today. *Crazier as always*

11 minutes ago

Me: kill me.. am feeling bored

BlackBox : i.. refuse to kill, but to kiss, i really want to..

Me: hahaha damn it

BlackBox : imagine, if i stay in kuching, then we had a 'drink' together, thing may get interesting 

btw currently doing some awesome project with friends, music video making

Me: hahaha

drink and drunk and tell all the secrets that hv been kept for many years

BlackBox : while at the same time making a beautiful mistake with my beautiful friend

i think i am good with words

Me: great sentences

BlackBox : do u know what it means? its great isn't it?

Me: no

bcoz my brain isn't working

and i have no works to do

I have actually but i just dunno where and how to start

life sucks this week

BlackBox : how about reading some novel? or write a story?

Me: I dont read novel at my workplace

BlackBox : u know, recently my sweet pretty cousin hate me

Hahaha

Me: i try not to read

BlackBox : ok try not to read, how bout some music?

Me: and i dun feel like reading any teaching materials yet

music?

my pc has no speaker, and i didn't bring my laptop

BlackBox : or share everything that happen within your space, surrounding, anything that enter your sigh and can be process into words

Me: tell me about ur cousin

what happen?

she doesnt like ur words,i guess

i dun feel like updating my blog since my brain just couldnt cooperate

BlackBox : she's one of the two prettiest cousin within our family group, lately I tend to joke around about how i really want to kiss her (in fact I did, but that's a long time ago), then she complaint that she's .. er.. well

Me: complaint that she's what?

BlackBox : she hate the way i treat her, although she enjoy to chat with me, then... well it's been a week since i refuse to chat with her, kinda lonely, but  i'm ashame with my self, her last word is "go find bini la, kesian your cousin always jadi mangsa" and that's so true

funny case, but somehow sad

Me : Hahaha

now that's what i say indirectly harassing

harassing sumone with words

Words can silently kill you

and it is sharper than a sword

BlackBox : a portion of me wish she's not my cousin, so that i can chase and date her, comfortably, without even have to worry to deal with her naughty and witty father

fate can be cruel sometimes... i realise deep down in my heart, i'm a lonely guy, always said to my self, Imma simple guy with a simple style, but that concept deteriorate along with time

Me : ilek lerrr

she's a grown up girl now

ofcoz she feels a bit pelik if u keep on chatting with those jokes

sum people cant see things out of the box and take things a little bit serious

BlackBox : indeed, thats why i like u, u are so wise, i like wise girl.. wahahaha

she's online ight now

teeetttt

Hahaha

Me : go say hi

hahaha

i dare u

BlackBox : i did, well just leave her do her own thing... by the way, anything interesting lately?

Me : so far no

cant wait the clock to strike at 5pm

out for a while

will come back later

am trying to post this conversation later

BlackBox : i've got some funny story to tell u, years ago i'm the one who teach my siste a lot when it comes to english, now i'm speachless whenever she converse with me in this language, damn this throat cant function properly

Me : on my facebook

hahahaha

gonna tag this conversation to ur sister later

Byeeeeeeeee

BlackBox : okie

nonononononononono

don;t tag it on facebook!!!

moon?

me: what?

hahaha

BlackBox : u.......... now is 3.07 o'clock, time to go home.. E.T phone home~

Me: euuwwwww

BlackBox : currently... i'm at the miri state/province library, and doing some illegal stuff= downloading korean drama

Me : U know that 2 years ago drama they r playing now on 393?

Lie to me

gossshhhhh

BlackBox : i already bought that dvd 2 years ago

lie to me, but i prefer 'Heartstring', much better

Me : am posting this to my blog

hahaha

this coversation

BlackBox : you................................. hahahaha there should be some copyright trademark and i should claim it from u for this conversation hahaha

Me : nahhhh

u cant do that and I just know u cant do it

r u willing to expose urself just to claim this copyright of conversation?

do you want the entire world to know that it is u, the person am having this conversation with?

Hahahaha

BlackBox : i'll consider to make a facial surgery to conceal my true indentity hahaha

Me : it shud be "identity", not "indentity"

it's up on facebook

check it out

BlackBox : ah?

u... lie to me... ahahaha

u won't do this gahaha

Me : Now,let's post it on ma blog

BlackBox : blog should be okay, give me a cute nickname

Me : hahaha

i posted it on my fb

BlackBox : omg u did it! t's awesome!! and nightmare!!! but i like my name, yes blackbox is my name

Hahahaha!!

Me : I edited the name btw

none of ur real name appeared there

hahaha

Safely

BlackBox : hahahaha, a shred of satisfaction and a smile betray me, i like this although risky

February 3rd, 2014 Monday

I still could not believe it's already 2014. And it's Monday after I had these 9-days of holidays. It feels awkward to be back to work after holiday. Should have extend my holiday. Muahahaha

I've checked my students' results this morning. So far, zero failed. But I still need to check those under my CMS system. Hopefully, it will be zero failed too. 

Anyway, hoping to have a great semester this time. Hopefully everything will go smooth.... (y)

Just checking the last semester result of my students. Out of 188 students that I had for semester September 2013, only one student failed. I was like, what the hell. Then, I realized, it maybe the student that had been suspended from sitting exam because that particular student was caught breaching in examination. I'm pretty sure of this. Thank God, for that big number of passing. Hopefully this semester also can maintain the result. so far, I only have about 90 plus students. Still have not get the real figure yet. Thank you for this blessing, dear Lord.

Seriously

I'm feeling bored. Totally have nothing to do. Maybe I have, but I'm taking my time. Can't wait for my holidays to start next week. And this coming Friday will be my last day of work before taking a 9-days holiday (please include the two Saturdays and two Sundays when you count)

And can't wait for the next Super League match between Sarawak and Kelantan this coming Saturday. Can imagine the massive crowds on that day. It will be full of heat and tense. 

I rather be at home now than spending my 8 hours in the office doing nothing. I've done my filing, I play my FB games on and off, and I have nothing to post on my wall, and I just don't really like to chat on with FB friends on my FB, except for my friends that I've known and few students. New people, new friends who are totally strangers and new, I'm sorry. 

And honestly I can feel that my brain is not functioning. I mean in terms of doing work. Or maybe I don't have that push factors to put me into some sort of energy to the things. 

Facebook. Statuses updated.

I have given a second thought on this. You now may add me on my Facebook: Maria Zappa. The same profile picture as in my blog. :)

I know, I updated my status frequently. Love to do that. 

Short and simple

1. Kebebasan bersuara or the freedom of speech.

2. Kebebasan berpolitik or the freedom to participate in politics.

3. Kebebasan beragama or the freedom to practice religions.

- Mind those three. They don't actually exist. And it never exist here... in Malaysia. I miss my old Malaysia. -

Owwwhhhhhh - Ho!

Should I sing the song I'm the Best by 2Ne1??? Hahahahaha!!! Biggest hot news on me is spreading like a wild fire now... Moon is going to quit her job. Bullshit!!! Hahaha!! Sounds funny to me. Aigo.... Don't be like that maaaa..... Hehehe.. It's oklah. I don't mind, as long as the news does not interfere my personal life, I'm ok with it. Cewaahhhhhh, jawapan artis. Daebak! Sapa lah yang mempopularkan aku di awal-awal tahun 2014 nie??? Terima kasih. *grin*

Alright. Football time. I'm glad to hear Ben Martens is fine now with his team. May God bless this humble young football player. Peminat kaannnnn? Very down to earth player. Hope he will continue to be humble and rockkkkkk the field!!! I wonder what is his hairstyle going to look like this time.... Because I prefer his long hair and tie them up and look like a Yakuza... Terbaekkkkk!!!! 

And keep in your mind, the World Cup is coming soonnnnnnn!!! Argentina, saya sayang kamuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ A New Beginning 2014 ~

It's 2nd of January 2014. And here I am, sitting in the office because it's exam week for our college. I closed my 2013 with sad and happy moments. But the biggest moment was the unforgettable memory where I had an accident on the 23rd December 2014. Two days before on the 21st December, I had a second degree burn on my left thigh and I am still having difficulty to walk because of it. I don't know how to tell all those, so I just leave some pictures from both incidents.

I got all these pictures taken by my cousin. I was all alone when I drove the car. And until this moment, I still could not remember how did it happen. But don't worry, as I don't lost my memory due to the accident. It just that I could not remember how the accident happened.

So far, this was the impact of being ramped by a Toyota Hilux. 

They found me unconscious inside my car, and they had to pull me out from the back door. I also did not remember for how long did I black out before I gain back my conscious.

And I found out that I held my rosary that I hung inside my car tightly in my palm. Thank you, God for giving me this second opportunity to still breathing.

And I escaped my own death without major injury. And lucky me, I have no problem in my MRI result. Except for certain issue that the doctor said it might relate to my genetic, something to do with my cerebrum or whatever it is. I did not know what is the thing.

And now I'm still in the recovery process since the doctor told me to monitor myself. Just in case there is any syndrome of vomit, or passing out.. Then I have to inform and readmit to ER. I was there for 7 hours before they released me for home.

And I only have this photo for the moment. This is my second degree burn on my left thigh. And it is still in the process of recovery. Hard to walk for these past 4 days, and today it's getting better as the wound starting to dry and begin to heal.

Hopefully it will be fine in one more week. Now still on medication (painkillers for the accident thing, and tomorrow will be starting to be on medication antibiotics for my wound).

By the way, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014 TO ALL READERS!!!!! 

Thank you for dropping by. I guess this year I have to work hard to type something here. It just that I sometimes feel a bit lazy. I have the idea to type, but then fingers normally do not want to cooperate with me. Ha! Ha!

I almost forgot.. I passed my Basic Sign Language Course with 91% passing mark! Great! I'll be starting my Level 1 of the Sign Language Course next week! Hu! Hu!
They were all my classmates and also my teacher and assistant teacher. Daebak!!