Monday me

Yeaaa.
It's starting again. It's Monday today. My throat does not feel good today. So I opt for not to have lunch today. Drinking water should be enough.

Lately I guess I retweeted and tweeted a lot on BTS.
Oh well. Blame this eclectic taste in music. You give me any kind of musics, I can still digest them well. I was searching for their old mvs. And guess what, I found the exact song I heard few years back. Way back before they got famous and I didn't even know their group name. I just remember the music. Recently I started to listen to them again.
You see, good songs, good musics will always bring you back to the roots, to the base.

Anyway, work is still going on like usual. 10 days left before I can finalize all marks. And then, owhhh. I didn't apply leave for Christmas. Because of the key in marks. Damnit. Why must during the Christmas week? I think it has been years since I had proper Christmas holiday.
This year will be different. Many things happened this year.
Am not gonna talk about it or post it here.
It's not something that should be discussed here.

I wish to end my 2017 in a quiet way. Close every chapters and leave everything behind and start a new one in 2018. Hopefully things will turn out well next year.
Am sick and tired of being hurt.
And perhaps this page will start a new thing too. I know I mentioned before everything here were randomly typed and posted. Maybe next year will be more organized.

I hope so, as the main purpose I have this page is just for me to rant and do whatever I want to do. Keep in mind, whatever I share here are something that are meant to be shared. And whatever I feel like I need to keep to myself, I never spill it here.
I still keep them with me and secrets will always remain as secrets
(am good at keeping secrets, ok. This one can be verified by my cousins and friends).
It doesn't mean that I have to tell everything here. Whatever good, whatever I feel I want to share, it will be here. If not, then no.

Arrrrggghhh. Typing this while listening to Drug Restaurant Pomade album just give me that vibe.
*Currently on Escaper*

I guess there are many things running on my mind right now.
Did I mention that I already deactivate my Facebook? Ya, I did, again. Nahhh, not for any specific reasons. It just that I need to concentrate on my work till the end of this semester. Am using only Twitter for social networking, and my email and this blog for the time being.

I'll be 32 next year. Haisshhh. Time flies really fast.
My school friend, Catherine, treated me dinner to Secret Recipe last Saturday (my belated birthday dinner treat).
Thank you, dear friend for always be there for me despite my pretty love-hate behavior. I know this friend of yours which is me, is such an annoying person. 😀😀😀😀😀
That pretty love-hate behavior of mine, I'll reveal in the next post. When I remember and have time to compose the post.

Now, see what years have done to me. Look what you've done to me. 

😚😚😚😚😚😚

Oh wait. 2006 without make up, just bare face. I love my 2006. I always had the thinking of me being too pretty, overly beautiful, and superbly attractive. Hahahaha. But seriously, I was once.
Well, time changes people. So do I.

2017 with make-up. So fake.

😁😁😁😁😁

Have a nice weekend!

When me just being me...
This morning I was like, ok, i will start with marking later on after lunch. Owh yesszerrrr I did the marking, but not come to two hours I gave up.
Muahahahaha
The biggest challenge of being an educator.
Marking and scoring. I have no problem when it comes to calculation subject, but sadly this semester I was given more on reading subjects than calculation.
I marked everything for my calculation subject. And moving on to the next one, I managed to mark three groups only which means 6 reports.
And guess what, I have 142 essays to read and score, 30 infographics to mark, 36 reports to read and mark.

 Don't be fooled by these stack of papers. It looks ok in the photo but wait till you have them in hand and count them.

And I just have no idea where to begin. It is always the same problem when it is nearly the end of the semester.
Dear motivation, please do not leave me. Be by my side for these two weeks. Am begging you.
Huhuhuhu😢😢😢😢😢😢
Another problem when doing work in the office is this pc/desktop. See, I have problem doing few things at the same time. When I work, I hate to be distracted. In this office my main distraction is my own desk, my pc. Its keeps calling me to surf YouTube.😁😁😁😁
Seriously.
I think the ICT department should temporary disable the internet connection during this hour. (Think, but please don't do this to us. Hehehe)
Hehehehe (Bulak jak. Eksen jak. Kelak mun benar ICT stop internet time tok, alu mohaaaa😛😛😛😛)
So what I did is just put aside my work and begin to type these things. Hahahaha
It's ok. I plan to bring that 142 essays back home later. I'll do them this weekend.

Oh Christmas! They already put up the Christmas tree here at the academic department. Exchange gifts session will be held in another two weeks. The students did caroling here last week.

It may look simple, yet so meaningful

Christmas mode is on!

Fireeeee (BTS) 👏👏👏👏👏👏

P/s: Was listening to Macklemore albums (all three albums) and Drug Restaurant's today. And it's raining heavily out there. Kuching! Oh Kuching!