Thought of the day

When me just being me...

See, am a big fan of watches. I love them more than other things. But I don't wear any. I just love to see it. I have one, Casio, that I got during our college annual dinner two or three years ago. They said, its worth around RM200-RM300. I was thinking to resell it. Hahahaha. Kidding only. I would rather have the watch in front of me without wearing it than to sell it to someone. Because I love it very much, the watch is still in its original package. It is only for displayed at the moment.😁😁😁😁😁😁

The next on my must-get-myself-one lists is any collections of watches by CLUSE. Seriously omg omg omg.
I just cannot say anything. You don't have to lure me with any other brands as I don't feel interested at all.

Just say CLUSE, I'll be lost in lust.

Errrrkkkkk.

Please, no offense.

Not that kind of lust.

You know what I mean, right.. Please stop that thinking.

The La Roche Petite Rose Gold White Marble looks stunning.

Whenever I feel down, I just look at the things I really want. It gives me motivation. 

Few years back, I wanted to buy a laptop. I got myself one, with my own money. 

I wanted a job with high salary. 

Guess what? I got it. 

I wanted a full of freedom in life. And I got it, I went through that kind of life I dreamed of. In and out of the clubs, got drunk and clubs? 

Up to one point where I felt my life seemed miserable. I stopped. 

Then I wanted to buy a car. And yes, I bought one, with my own money, but of course laaaa on full loan. Hehehe. 

And I lost that car in an accident. 

Then I wanted another car. And I got one after for almost a year I didn't have any. On full loan too. Heh. 

I wanted a home. Guess what? God is always good all the time. And all the time, God is good. Am building one, together with my mom. And am currently staying with my auntie's family, practically a place that I can called home, with a big and great family. I love all of them, despite our different religions. 

Sarangheyo, everyone!! 💖💖💖💖💖

I wrote all above during the hard times I went through in 2011. In my diary. Looking back at those times, I had no proper jobs, financial problems, got dumped by my ex-boyfriend, lost myself on my way back to God's home... If possible, I just don't want to look back at those times. I don't mind saying or typing these things here.  Just like the accident I involved in and I lost the car, I ended my one-year teaching contract. In one year, I had almost all the things I wanted. And in the blink of an eye, God took away them from me. I drifted away with those privileges given by Him to me. It kept me separated from Him. By keeping myself to look back, reminding myself of the past, it actually helps me to be thankful with everything I have now. To remind me that everything I have now is just a loan from my Creator above. If God wills it, it happens. If He doesn't will it, it will not happen. I learned my lesson in a tough way.

It may not be that vast or splendid or superb or super-duper rich, but it is just enough to make me happy, to make my mom happy, to make everyone around me happy. I really thank God for all the hard times. Because of those hard times mold me into me today.

OMG. Am I getting to melancholy here? Too deep, isn't it? If you read this, don't ever think your life stop during your hard times. You must believe it is just a beginning to a better one. With condition, you must work hard in order for you to get into a better one, with the ways that God approves. With the right and correct ways according to God.

Alright. Next move, am going to get myself a CLUSE and hopefully to further my study. But of course I have to wait till the house is completely build.

My education loan... 

Haaaaaaaaaaa😫😫😫😫😫😫

Arrrghhhhhhhh😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

Hehehehe🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉

PTPTN, you have to wait, haaaaa.. I already pay u 10k. The baki baki, sabarrrr haaaa.. I fulfill my duty as a child to a mother first by completing the house first for my mom, then I get back to you. Huhuhuhu😭😭😭😭😭😭

Excited excited excited😄😄😄😄😄😄😄

Jesus lived in a motel room by band Hyukoh

 HYUKOH

 Photo from HIGHGRND instagram

 https://www.instagram.com/highgrnd/?hl=en 

I know rightttttt
The song title is very catchy. I've been listening to it repeatedly since the album 23 is out. I guess this time, this English song by the band is heavily influenced by British band styles. At least, it sounded that way to my ear.

Wait till you listen to the song and read the lyric. Am not sure whether the lyric is written by Oh Hyuk or someone else. Normally, their songs are written by Oh Hyuk, especially their English songs.

The moment I read the lyric, it was like,  
"Owh, it must be written by Oh Hyuk since the word Oye is included there and Oye is Oh Hyuk's dog."

Click on this link to see Oye's photos. 

👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇

Oye's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/everybodysson/

You may check out the lyric for this song on this link

https://genius.com/Hyukoh-jesus-lived-in-a-motel-room-lyrics

The last part where he sang "Then Oye yells Uuk uuk uuk uukkk". OMG. It sounds so 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 

I can't give you the link to the song. I listen to the album on Spotify. All songs are recommendable. They are getting better. Seriously.

It's very hard to buy the album here. They had their showcase last night in Kuala Lumpur. See, am in Malaysia, but at the other side of Malaysia since Kuching is in Sarawak and Sarawak is across the South China Sea. It's ok.

It's not time to catch them in action yet. From their posts, I guess they received positive feedbacks from the fans here. Hope they enjoyed their stays there. 

P/s: Am not sure whether it's good or not to include those links up there in here. Since this is not a promotional page (more to personal page).... 

Anyway, keep on supporting this band. Good musics will never do you wrong.

💖💖💖💖💖

Molly Town by Joss Stone

Currently listening to this. Repeatedly. It makes me puzzle why this song didn't go all out on the charts? It's an old song by Joss Stone. Not that old since its released in 2015. The album went No.1 Year-End Reggae Album of 2015 (this one is from Wikipedia). She's the best among the best. Yet she doesn't get the fame she deserves. But she's still a living proof as one of the best soul R&B singer and songwriter.

(From YouTube)

February 2017

The end of semester February 2017. According to the timeline, it's not officially over, but in terms of my job scope, it's officially over for this semester. Aaaaaaa, feeling good, feeling alright, yeaahhhh (cited this sentence from the band Rebelution). Will be off for leaves from 25th May till 4th June. Gawai is coming soon..

Am on Spotify now since I don't do anything. I have many to type, but I just can't compile, structure them all into words. At the end, I keep them all sinked at the bottom of my heart. Huurmmmmm

It's band Hyukoh performing day today. Gggrrrrrr
I guess, it's not my time to catch them live in action. Gonna keep this into my must-do lists. One day, am gonna make it there. For now, let me berketum here in Kuching.

Last Saturday had birthday celebration at cousin's home. Many many May babies. Hehehe. Compiled photos into this. This lazy-syndrome won't let me to upload them one-by-one. 

May babies (I don't mean all of us, only four of them. Auntie, uncle, Danial and bro-in-law←←← This one is new addition of the family.😁😁😁😁😁😁)

(Pictures taken from our Whatsapp group. See, am good. You have to mention the origin of every photo that you upload on a public page. Like me. This is courtesy. 🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊)

I forgot, am one of them

Got this email from our management few seconds ago. I forgot, am one of them. See, since there are no specific celebrations for tutors (college) and lecturers (university), my profession still falls under the word Educator since am lecturing in a college now. In fact when I was working as a teacher in school before, I didn't favor the word "Teacher". I would rather be called educator than teacher. It sounds soothing to my ears.😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

Happy Teacher's day to all educators in Academic Department!

Happy Teacher's Day!

Happy Teacher's Day to all who celebrate. Especially to my former teachers, my step brother (Nureyev) and step sisters (both are teachers, Lyudmila and Ricky Lee Jones), to my cousin (I think so far only one of them, Mr.A Farhan). Yeahh, I know they don't get to read this. Hehehehe

God bless all of you. Amen. May we work harder with full of commitment and dedication in order to mold our younger generation into a better one.

Happy Teacher's Day, everyone!

  (Photo taken from Google Images)