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Holiday
Am still on leave until February 9th 2016. Got nothing to update. I just don't have the mood to type anything. Feeling? Heavy. My heart. Many things to think. Many things need to be done. I just hope for a smooth 2016. Preparing myself for Lent. And one more thing, am on diet now. Hah! I know right. Hopefully get to see the result. I just can't tell everything.
You may reach me on my facebook: Maria Zappa or my Twitter: CoreraMoon and also feel free to email me at: corera_waety@yahoo.com, if you want to tell me your stories.
Who knows, if I have time, I would like to upload your story here. And of course with your permission. Good and positive vibes have and need to be shared to others too.
Make the best of your days, people! Have a great one with the people that you love.
Muacckkksssss xoxoxoxoxoxo
Before am off for now, I treat you with my new photo. And please respect. Do not download for whatever purposes. You aren't a child anymore to be warned or whatever. Practic the right rights whenever you are on the internet. Respecting one another.
This is 14kg. Last night. 27th January 2016
Lent 2016
I can't believe it. Lent is nearly here.
Resolution? I will go through my Lent without specific resolutions this year. Do whatever I need to do, fulfill every thing that I need to fulfill. And just live my life as usual.
And am still thinking of having a leave on 10th February since it will be the first day of fasting.
Sick
I got sick last Saturday. Vomit. Non stop till everything I'd eaten came out. I threw everything out. Felt the pain. And last night I just could not sleep. And now, am at my workplace. I guess, I'll be sleepy later on since I haven't had a good one last night. Oh gosh. What am I typing here... Am just not in a good mode.
Hyukoh Band
Nothing much to say. It just that I like this band. I like their songs, their music. Their positive vibes remind me of Coldplay. And they just won the Performance Culture Award last night. Glad to hear that.
Congratulation, Hyukoh!!!! Wishing them all the best in this 2016 and hopefully we will see them with a new album this year.
Comes and Goes
I know. It sounded like Hyukoh song title Comes and Goes. The feeling that I had few minutes ago, comes and goes. Heart beats fast made me feel uneased. Now it fades away. Dunno why. Or maybe I took much caffeine this morning. I just hate that feeling.
And it does feel like am writing on my diary. Except for this is open to the public. I have no idea why I did, I do and am doing all these. Perhaps I just want someone to hear me and just listen to what I say. There are things I just could not say or tell the people around me. It feels much comfortable to write them all or more to say, type them all? I've tried to find myself a diary last week, none caught my attention. So, till then, am here. I will be here, not going anywhere, not even moving.
Tell the weather? Here in Kuching, Sarawak? It was raining early this morning. Heavy rain. Now, it looks calm. No rain. It starts to shine. Me? Doing what? Am doing nothing. Observing around, browsing my FB and nothing caught my interest. Gosh. I guess my life seems dull lately. And full of problems. If all those things are considered as problems. Nahhhhh, I've tried not to think, but still. I just can't get rid of them from my mind.
By the way, my leave already approve. That means I'll be off from work starting this 21st January 2016 until 9th February 2016. Still nowhere to go. I don't know what to do. Actually I have already plan on what to do during this holiday. I'll be on my diet and exercises. Bluerrkkkk. I, myself feel like puking looking at my own statement. Collapsed. Blah blah blah. Kuatkanlah semangatku.
Why there are no emoticons to add on here???? Or maybe it's me. Am not that advanced in using technology. Nahhhh. Whatever.
Explode
I guess, I did release my anger towards a stranger yesterday. The stranger did nuisance at a wrong timing. Padan muka. Many things happened lately. God, inikah dugaan? I do not know how to define proper way of praying. It should be kneeling down, close your eyes and pray. But not me. I just lying on my bed, close my eyes and started a conversation with God. Tears? I could not hold it anymore. And I just fell asleep after that...
*Sigh*
Many things happened lately. But am not gonna tell anything. As it was not my problem in the first place. I just happened to be present there during those moments. So, let it pass.
Work was fine, and it's still on-going. Dunno what to tell. Life is getting better, hopefully. Cross finger. And I have loads of things to accomplish.
So at this moment, I let myself concentrate with the home construction at my kampung. Oh yeahhh. Am building a home there, on our own land provided by my late grandpa. Just a small one. Just enough for me and my mom to occupy. And for whomever wants to come and visit us.
Yippi! Yippi!
Further study Am thinking about it too. Am still not sure whether or not to drag it to next year since this year I'll be 30 years old. Have to really plan everything since financial could be one of the biggest problems. Believe in God, have faith in God. The time will come. And there is always a way if we struggle for it and put the rest into His hand. *pray*
Me. Family. Siblings. Relatives. Foster family.
Hello. Hola. Hi! Greeting from Appaz here. Hah. I know, I never do this proper introduction on this blog. I just don't know the proper way to do it. (That's not the case, I was just too lazy to do it. Heeehhuuuuu)
It's 2016 and I'm still here, survived the previous years, getting stronger each year. Heh.
Alright. Do it right. Just call me, Moon or Maria. I hate to be called by my second name as the name is used by my family to address me. Ya ya ya. I have FB, Twitter and this blog. I used FB to get in touch with my old friends, my students, friends and family. Did I repeat friends again???
Twitter? For me to get in touch with news related to sports especially football. The fastest update is in there. I even follow the match of my state football team matches through Twitter. They bring to us live match from the stadium, okayhhhhhh. Positive vibe!
And finally this blog. It's just an escape place for me to type something. I don't mind sharing. I do not know if they are readers exist reading this blog. Tried it before to delete this blog, tapi sayangggggggg.. I just could not do it.
Family are ok. Am not sure whether to type this down but ya, parent got divorced when I was 6 years old. I think so. Siblings? I do not have my own siblings. Am the only child of my mom and my dad. The rest they are all step-siblings from different mothers. I got to meet my sisters, I mean my step sisters during Christmas gathering last year December 2015 at my dad's place. It had been a long time since I met them. Haaaa? Oh, yessszzerrrr, I miss them very much. I have no other siblings and since we grew up together before, I just love them. Hehehehe. The eldest step brother did not come to this gathering as he celebrated with his wife and family in Sibu. The fourth brother had other thing to attend.
So, yeahhh. I present to you the three of us.
The one closest to the camera is the second child, in the middle is me, and the one with long hair is the third child. They are 4 altogether and from the same mom. And me the only one from the other mom. Great, isn't it?.. I can't even explain to people as it's very hard for them to understand. Unless if I explain using the family tree, it would be much easier to see and explain. I don't even have to explain anything. Picture explains everything, right... Love you all ketat-ketat. Muaaacckkkksss
Relatives? Am staying with my father's sister now. With their family. Am close to my relatives. It just happened to be in that state since long long time ago. Wait. I'll try to find the picture. Even from my mother's side too.
This one is from my mother's side
This is from my father's side
My foster family? I tried to find the picture, but it seems like I don't have it on my FB. Huhuhuhu. I'll keep them as a secret. Love them all.
Did I expose much things here? And please do not download or copy any of the photos above. Respect my place here. If you happen to come across this blog, you may read every post here, but please please please.
DO not take any of the photos in here.
I guess that's all for now. Have a great 2016! I sounded as if I will not be coming here again. Hehehe. Will update again once I have things to share.
Greeting 2016
Happy New Year, everyone!!! I know, righhhttttttt
Am late for? I don't know. Muahahaha. Several days, I guess, since it's 4th January 2016 today.
Yaaaaaa, I know righttttt. I have loads to update especially photos for few events for the last month of 2015. But still couldn't find time. I need to edit those photos before upload them here. I don't think I want my space to look like an album. Aaaaaaaa, I don't mind actually.
Anyway, will be back later on. Or maybe after a few days. Have a great New Year, everyone! Feel your heart with kindness and give blessing to others. It should be great than ever, isn't it?......
~~Appaz Noom @ Maria~~
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