So close....

So close, yet so far..... Cross-finger and hoping and praying for the best!

 

I guess it's the time to put the trust in Him. Have faith.!

Not bragging... But I'm totally thankful with this.

Today @ 2.06pm 11th September 2013... I've been sitting for this exam for about 3 times. Only at the 3rd exam I passed. And now stage 2. I got this today.

MOON ZAPPA **** *****
No. KP : 861017******
Tuan/Puan,

PANGGILAN TEMU DUGA PEGAWAI TADBIR DAN DIPLOMATIK GRED M41 (JABATAN PERKHIDMATAN AWAM MALAYSIA)

Dengan segala hormatnya perkara di atas adalah dirujuk.

2.   Tuan/Puan adalah dijemput menghadiri temu duga bagi jawatan yang tersebut di bawah pada tarikh, masa dan tempat temu duga seperti berikut:

TARIKH/MASA	KOD	JAWATAN	TEMPAT TEMU DUGA
26/09/2013 10:00 pagi	1609	PEGAWAI TADBIR DAN DIPLOMATIK GRED M41	PUSAT TEMU DUGA, SURUHANJAYA PERKHIDMATAN AWAM MALAYSIA,TINGKAT 3 BGN STALLION,SUBLOT 17,ROCK COMMERCIAL CENTRE BATU 1 1/2,JLN ROCK,93200 KUCHING

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7.   Sila cetak dan bawa bersama emel ini semasa temu duga sebagai bukti.

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“BERSAMA MENGGALAS TRANSFORMASI”

Urus Setia Bahagian Pengambilan
b.p Setiausaha
Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam Malaysia
Aras 6-10, Blok C7, Kompleks C,
Pusat Pentradbiran Kerajaan Persekutuan,
62520 PUTRAJAYA.

I'm hoping for the best of it although people keep on telling me the chance is very small. I'll keep on being positive. God is here. If it is really meant to be mine, it will be mine. If not, there will be something else for me. I put my faith on you, God.... I pray for it.

Miraculously, I don't put this on my Facebook. I don't want anyone who knows me know about it except for my family members. But I publish it in here and I realize that the whole world will read it and I am sure, just a few, in other words, I can count those who knows me that reading this page. I feel joy today, with full blessing and feeling blessed and very grateful.

And I'm not bragging... I just want to express and share it with you.... :)

To give or not to give... To join or not to join

Ya ya ya... It's one of the simplest thing on earth that a human can do, but I just can't decide. It's tough, hard... To give or not to give, to join or not to join, I will always be the one that people will talk around.. Hot issue! Hahahaha! I don't really give it a damn.... It just that I feel torn in between. If I give and join, I'm afraid that people will say that I'm still into him.. If I say no and not joining, they will probably say that I hate him and still into him... Gossshhhhhhhhhh... That's totally crap. 

Ya, to be honest I feel sorry for myself for having myself related to him. If only I could turn back time, I just want to undo anything.

 I don't hate him, it just that SAYA MENYESAL KERANA MENSIA-SIAKAN ZAMAN DI MANA SAYA SEPATUTNYA BOLEH MENYERLAH DENGAN CEMERLANG IN TERMS OF EDUCATION, MY SOCIAL LIFE AND OTHER THINGS. 

And I guess, this is the deepest regret that I have in my life.

I have.... September 11, 2013

I have nothing to share, nothing to type and I guess I'll be typing another junk after this. Realizing that the cubicle behind me is empty, as the person who owned the cubicle is on leave today, I feel comfortable typing here. No one sees, maaaaaaa.... :)

Later going to send off my friend to the airport. Another one hour to go. Goshhhhhhh.... I was talking to my cousin yesterday about my wedding. Nahhhhh, not getting married that soon...

 I told her, " I guess there will be a slight problem if I were getting married..."

Cousin," Why?"

Me," You know, the reception things and the wedding itself. Our family sangat besar.."

Cousin, " Ya.. and you can't excluded any of them..."

Me," That's why... I guess I'll be having atleast 5 wedding receptions for our side. One will be held in my mom's kampung, one will be at my father's home, one's will be at my foster family's home, one will be at your home, and one will be at hotel.. Hotel oklah.. Everyone will be invited. Those who can't make it to the hotel, they can come to any one of the receptions that we are going to held..."

Cousin, " True.. Don't forget my father's family too.. Anjang abang, usu, Kak Love, Kak Mel, Kak Nora..."

Me, " And that receptions do not include my husband's. I wonder from husband's side, how many reception will be held for us... It's going to take up a lot of costs... Ish ish ish...."

Cousin, " Kasih laki dik, waiiiii...." (which means pity your future husband...)

And we broke into laughed... My goodness, "It's too far grand from any royals wedding or artists..."

But then, when it comes to serious thinking, I really need to held a big wedding ceremony... At least 2 or 3... 2 receptions is a must have, and the 3rd one will be depending on the current situation. It should be one wedding occasion at the church (church wedding) and one for the reception. And the reception will have to be a big event... 

What a life.........

September 9th, 2013

I pray that everything will go smoothly today. Dear God, keep us away from all dangers and evils in this world. Keep us closer to you. Send your blessing upon us. Send your Guardian Angel to watch over us. I hope to end my day with a great smile today. I ask this through Christ Our Lord. Amen.

August/ 30th 2013... I like it...

Second entry of the day!

I like it very much when the office is quiet.... Feeling calm... But now, it sounds like hell.. Or just say it is like a fish-market... Blurrrffffff