I don't feel good at all

I was in totally a good mood this morning until I got a bit upset with few of my students. Ya... It was our presentation day. I was hoping they were on the same momentum like last week, and  improved a bit this week. But less than 5 persons just blew it off. 

Aishhhhh..... 

Wonder why they did not take this chance to participate.... And a bit upset with those who did not turn up to class since last week. Don't feel sorry for me, but feel sorry for them. They did miss a load of things. And I don't think I want to repeat the same thing that I have said in this week. 

Helping too much when they do not show that they want to be helped will always make you feel helpless and hopeless......

I could sense my mood just turned over when I could feel that I smile when actually I didn't smile. I don't mind on being helpful as I am not the one who will sit for the exam or what you called it, "study"?. I have already passed my years. 

I still remember being a student, a bad-good Christian, a drinker, a party-people while I was studying. And during those 3 years, I still know my top priority. What a lucky sense of being human being that I have.

Don't be good to me, but please be good to yourself.

So, don't ever quit... regardless of how hard it is.....

"... And the worse part is, no one knows I am even close to drowning....."

Don't talk and assume on everything I owned, I have, I went through on my life... Wait till you walk into my shoes..... Then you will understand. The happiness are gained through hardness. The difficulties are given by my Creator to test me and my faith. To maintain all of them requires pretty hard works. And am still working on it..... So, don't ever give up. Rest if you must, but don't ever quit.....

F.A.C.E.B.O.O.K.

I thought to deactivate my Facebook but I can't because of my work. I still need it to communicate with the students. Am sick of Facebook. Full of craps there. 

Today is Monday. And I was on one-day holiday last Friday. I fell sick. And today also I don't feel good because of sore-throat.  I want to type something but I have nothing to say.Loads of work to do, to complete but it seems that I just can't find my track.

17th March 2014

I know, it's Monday...

 Again. I feel as if I'm getting not enough sleep. Not enough rest. Yesterday a bit busy.. Looking for my certificate file. I could not remember the last place of the file. So together with my uncle, my auntie, and cousin, we search for the file but found nothing. Where could that file be? It's my life. Misplace important stuff. 

Weekend was great too. The Crocs won over The Lions, and The Reds won over The Devils. It was SUPERB!!!

Next week will be our college mid-sem break. I"m planning to take leaves on the 26th until 28th. Can't wait for it. Hopefully I'm not going to fall sick during this time holidays.

And this journal of mine... is my escaped room....

Read me.

Obviously I'm feeling bored right now. Just came back from the pantry. Good to see they have hot drinks (tea and coffee) for our high-tea time. I chose tea. I had coffee this morning, before that a cup of tea at home. And I'm on "no-meat" day because it's Wednesday. Trying to keep my Wednesdays and Fridays as a "no-meat" day for this whole Lenten.

I had the idea to post my friend's short video that he sent to me yesterday. The video made me laughed. Funny! Seriously funny. :D

I didn't feel good yesterday, so at least that video made me smile and laughed. That head shake trademark did look funny to me. Since he took the video while he was on his uniform because he was on his way to work, I could not upload it here. I thought to upload it before. Aishhhhh

And my friend said, "Sot. Jangann... Ku pake baju keja ya. Lak orang nangga lam blog ko, ambik letak lam YouTube then T**M nangga, mati aku kena lak. Silap silap boleh kena buang keja."

And I was like, "Hahaha. Kesian. Sik jadilah upload."

There goes the story. 

The END.

P/s: MESTI TIME KO AMBIK VIDEO YA, KO TENGAH EXCITED GILERRR KANNNN... SEBAB YA LAH AKU NANGGA PUN BOLEH KETAWA COZ NAMPAK LUCU... :)

I know I have many friends yang giler-giler. Very sporting friends. Sometimes you just don't know what they can do to you, for you. And I'm blessed to have those kind of friends that really cheer me up during my dull-days. Unexpected messages, WeChat, Whatsapp, BBM.. Love my friends. <3

Aaaarrrgghhhh, the tea doesn't taste like tea. But anyway, thank you for making the drinks. I consumed much on caffeine.

3rd Day~~10th March 2014

As a Malaysian, and in fact all Malaysian, and perhaps the people around the globe feel sad with the missing of MH370. I myself couldn't get good sleep for the past three days. Where are they? How are their conditions? How and what did happen? It all came into the mind. And people, please respect the families of those who involved in the missing plane. 

DO NOT SPREAD RUMORS, DO NOT SPECULATE, DO NOT COME UP WITH YOUR OWN THEORIES. ANY THEORIES THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR MIND NOW, PLEASE KEEP THEM TO YOURSELF. ANY POLITICAL ISSUES, BLAMING ANY SIDES OR WHATEVER IT IS, KEEP THEM TO YOURSELF. IT IS NOT A RIGHT TIME TO TALK ALL THAT STUFF.

Offer your prayer as you know that God is always good all the time. And all the time, God is good. Those who come and ask for His guidance, He will fulfill it. Have faith and be strong. We want them to be found. ~XOXO~