It's not easy to be me......

This is what I received today.. It's not final yet... My teaching schedule for this semester.. What to say.... Hopefully there will be no more add-on next week. I'm totally packed starting from this coming Thursday until one week before Christmas.... 

It's 9.41am, August 18th, 2013

And it feels like hours... Waiting for our turn to be on duty at 2.00pm today.. The most thing I miss about my old place is where no one really cares about you.. You are freed to wear anything (as long as your dressing is proper and suit your profession), you can do whatever hairstyles that you want, and you have the freedom when doing your work (as long as you don't skip your teaching hours). And the best thing is we really have freedom to do things in our own ways. No one "sebok-sebok" on you... Can't believe it tomorrow will be having the first class. And I am not prepared for it.

And the mark for my students will be released after 26th September 2013. Hopefully it will be going well. Cross finger. And now ( I know, I used the word "and now" frequently...) 

 Now, can give me at least a little space for me to breath? Where no one will look at me with "that type of look" when I do something to my hairstyle? Or dressing? Press the freedom button! The thing here is that they care much about us where sometimes we really need our own space.

I just realized that....

1... I need to study hard for this coming interview... It's tough.. I browsed around to look for the sample question and also to see the experience of those who went for the interview before... And it left me confused.. Am I doing the right choice for putting this job as my first choice in my application system before?....

2... and here comes Friday. I just noticed that today is Friday. That means I can sleep till noon tomorrow.. And it will be a long weekend till Tuesday (back to work).

3... we can only be friends. I guess it's better to keep it in that way because in that way, I can tell him anything, from A to Z. The feeling keeps on fading away. The moment I thought it fades away, the feeling of wanting to be with him keeps on coming back. It's a platonic love, that's how I define it.

4... I speak well with others whenever they come to me by bringing their positive energies around. If you come to me with this serious face and moody sort of attitude, you will get cold-effect from me too... New word we had learn earlier during the academic meeting was "Cold-Storage".

5... God gives me more blessings and I am totally grateful with the brain that He gave to me. Please continue to guide me, dear God.... And walk beside me always. :)

6... I don't like this situation when I have nothing to do in the office. I have, actually... Doing my filing before the academic weeks start next Thursday. I still haven't received any notes from any of course leaders.

7... I keep on checking our university portal ( my own portal) just to check my students' results. I get worried, I really want to know how they did in their final exams.

8... Sukhoi jets just fled away, above our office building. Rehearsal for this coming Malaysia Day Celebration. It will be a stunning air performance by the Air Force, I guess.. Sukhoi and Hawk will take part this coming Monday.

9... I have nothing to type.. Running off with ideas. By the way, I parked my car far away from my office as I just couldn't stand with the traffic jammed this morning. They closed certain roads for the full rehearsal today. And I was wet because it was raining, but not heavy, and I don't have any umbrellas. *sigh*

10... many conflicts in here. And I just keeping my ears and eyes open wide, and not going to interfere in any personal conflicts arise among them.

11... it's 3 minutes before 5pm. It's time to go home and MY WEEKEND PARADISE BEGINS!!!!!!!!

I feel the nerve....

Browsing some of the blog just to find info on how they will conduct the interview and what are the question that they probably will ask... Guess what, super-duper I don't know which level are those questions taken off... Seriously it got my nerve... Rasa nak pengsan tengok soalan...

Now  wonder what will happen to me during the interview in the next 2 weeks.... That's my weakness, I mean, my major weakness.

Hilang mood

Pendek jak kali tok.... Datang haid time bekerja buat aku sikda mood. Banyak banyak tandas, tandas nak ku pakey ya juak mok direbut. Aku gik busy busy dalam jamban, pun mok berebut.. Masuklah tandas sebelah... Mun sik pun, suruh management polah sigek tandas khas untuk ko... Muka jak cantik, tapi otak letak kat lutut.  Mok ku baling ko pakey modes aku kah? Rasa nak ku tikam kat ko jak pad ya.... Bodo.

I hate it when......

I just came out from the kitchen's office to take some drink.. And when I went to the the sink, guess what??? It was clogged with waste... Rice... After eating, why don't just throw the waste into the rubbish bin? Why must throw it away into the sink? It looks terrible for me. Don't they teach you at home on how to keep the sink hygiene??

 

It looks like this.. You just have to add in rice there....

 Don't expect the tea lady to do all the job. You eat, you throw your own left over into the bin, and you clear what you have been used.... make it a habit. I'm not used to see all these things. I'm glad that I've been taught well by my family on this kitchen's hygiene.