This is my second attempt of typing something as I lost everything that I had typed just now.. Damn... Now I don't know what to tell.. Lost all the words.. Bad news or good news, I can't tell you which one.. A part of me felt the relieved of it, part of me telling me now it's time to work hard to find a new job.. Just like what I expected before, they didn't renew my contract.. So, ya that's it. What else to say...
Confession: I may not show it, but I feel something will be missing from my life.. Those students that I teach.. Believe it or not, I love them.. I may not show it as this is my job, teaching is teaching.. Being a part of those students is another side that I have to set a line... For almost a year I spent with them, I don't even have a proper social life.. That's the sacrifices that I have to make when I accept the job before.. Hopefully the students will continue to work hard next year. Hopefully they will do their best in their educations.. Gonna miss them.. :)
Job: Haaaaaaaaaaaaa... Still eager to continue with my plan.. hehehe.. but again still not sure whether to do it or not... Hhhhmmmmm.... Let's wait within these three months.. Praying for the best.. I'm a believer. Put all my prayer and hope in God's hand... He knows the best for His children.. Amen. :)
Love life: Arrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh.... Seriously, I'm not ready for anything.. I just love my life now.. I don't want any commitment... Spending my time with family and friends because I missed most of my time to be with them before.. So this is the best time for me to spend my time to be them..
Social life: Oh-hooooooooo.. I love this part.. Clubs, cafes, restaurants.. That's where I spend most of my time with friends and family... Clubs on weekends.. During peak times like now where I have to prepare exam papers, I stop going to club.. Buzyyyyyyy.. Even to dine outside also I can't find the perfect time... Can't wait for holiday..
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