Yesterday was worst.
You know, that feeling, where it feels hard to breathe, feel choked... And you just could not describe exactly how you feel? I didn't know whether I was sad, or happy or whatever feelings or emotions you named it... Nothing. Just nothing.
I just staying quiet and let them run on my mind. Felt chaotic. It just felt like people roaming running freely on my mind. And none of them could define what exactly they want.
I laid down on bed and didn't even move. I was stuck. I changed my dp on my IG.
You know that photo I always use whenever I feel suffocating, when I feel lost. I changed to it.
That I Don't Want To Live and Yet I Don't Want To Die feeling.....